Hoooraaaa. I've just received my F21 spree items today. Yayyyyy. So now I've got a new babydoll top and a bracelet. Hehehe. The Wetseal dress was OOS when ordering, so super sad. But it's okay, cuz I'll be getting $38.55 back to do more spreeing. Hahaha. Terrible addiction I have..
Woke up for tuition today. 2 new students. They're like, so fucking cheena. Until I feel like quitting the tuition. But the teacher's good, so therefore, I shall tahan. Haha. Bought lunch for myself & the sis. My parents are gonna be away for the weekend! Cuz they're at some church thing. It's a waste my sis' bf is at work, if not I'll have the whole house to myself. *sulks* Kkkkkkkk, bye bitches. :D
Woke up for tuition today. 2 new students. They're like, so fucking cheena. Until I feel like quitting the tuition. But the teacher's good, so therefore, I shall tahan. Haha. Bought lunch for myself & the sis. My parents are gonna be away for the weekend! Cuz they're at some church thing. It's a waste my sis' bf is at work, if not I'll have the whole house to myself. *sulks* Kkkkkkkk, bye bitches. :D
4:10 PM
I have just made a conclusion of my thought and for your reading benefits, I will tell you what that conclusion is. But before that, I wanna say thanks you for coming here. Cuz like I seriously loveeee you, my fans/avid readers of moiiii bloggiezxz.
I know you all are damn fuckin' wanna pee in your panties excited about my conclusion but as a good compo is one which has suspense, so is a good post is one which has suspense. So, I shan't tell you my conclusion yet.
I have a sudden urge to wear my black pants cuz they have just been washed which makes them super skinny-ish. I loiiike. I'm thinking of altering it again to make it tapered. I'm also thinking of getting thick bangs once again. Suggestions will be greatly appreciated. Please and thanks you very the absolutely much.
I have a bad fetish for b/w as well as stripes. Thin stripes please, not ugly purple & black thick ones. Yuck? I don't know why the fuck in typing all these shit when all I wanted to post was one sentence.
Conclusion: I wanna name my daughter Emily.
Wait, Emily doesn't suit Seah. Oh, wait. It won't be my surname anyway. Hahahahaha. Shit, I'm feeling high. And god knows why. -.-
This particular sec3 is getting on my nerves. She copies all of Yasmine's stuff. She herself claims she's Yasmine's fan. And like, WTF? Now this sec3 person says that a sec4 is copying her. Hahahahahaha. Whether that sec4 she's talking about is Yasmine or not, it's still stupid. Just slit your wrists and die, biatch. :D
I know you all are damn fuckin' wanna pee in your panties excited about my conclusion but as a good compo is one which has suspense, so is a good post is one which has suspense. So, I shan't tell you my conclusion yet.
I have a sudden urge to wear my black pants cuz they have just been washed which makes them super skinny-ish. I loiiike. I'm thinking of altering it again to make it tapered. I'm also thinking of getting thick bangs once again. Suggestions will be greatly appreciated. Please and thanks you very the absolutely much.
I have a bad fetish for b/w as well as stripes. Thin stripes please, not ugly purple & black thick ones. Yuck? I don't know why the fuck in typing all these shit when all I wanted to post was one sentence.
Conclusion: I wanna name my daughter Emily.
Wait, Emily doesn't suit Seah. Oh, wait. It won't be my surname anyway. Hahahahaha. Shit, I'm feeling high. And god knows why. -.-
This particular sec3 is getting on my nerves. She copies all of Yasmine's stuff. She herself claims she's Yasmine's fan. And like, WTF? Now this sec3 person says that a sec4 is copying her. Hahahahahaha. Whether that sec4 she's talking about is Yasmine or not, it's still stupid. Just slit your wrists and die, biatch. :D
10:33 PM
Wetseal should be shot down. Cuz they didn't put the shoe sizings! Fucking hell. How am I supposed to know if the sizing fits true? Tsccchhk. Anyone see this pair of skimmers in Sg (which I highly doubt so), please please tell me. I've been looking for this since forever!! ): EDIT}
I have to put this ugly edit thingy cuz I don't wanna create so many posts but then again, I've got stuff to rant. All I want for *insert holiday (i.e. Christmas, New Year, etc)* is..
- Right lip piercing.
- Hip tattoo. (Dream on. -.-)
- A fuckin' tan. (Sentosaaaaa)
- Shisha Fix. (Arab St? Douby?)
- Black nail polish. (Hidden from evil sis)
- Black/White Teeeeees.
- Stilettos. Heels. Footwear.
- Shopping spree. -.-
I need a 'help Aly fufil her 8 wishes' fund. Anyone?
3:40 PM
Alright. So my life has been a spiralling downwards. I didn't get to go to school on Wednesday. I woke up late and well, screamed at my mum when she woke me up too early. I know, I'm so mean. But I didn't even know it happened until after it happened. Get me? So I spent my afternoon doing some AMaths and then I went out to get my donuts as well as my library books.On Thursday, i.e yesterday.. I was at school then I went home, got changed and rushed for tuition. Cute guy was cuter. Hahaha! Reached home at like 8plus with tons of homework to complete. I was effin' exhausted. Did like 1/8 of my supposed-to-do-homework. Slept straightaway. Today, I whammed my thigh onto the humanities room table. I fuckin' hate those tables. They always cause me intenses pain. Pprfft. So yes, I have a blue-black now. Right after I hit my thigh the spot was like swollen, red & well, weirdly warm. Haha. Luci was getting horny with my thigh. Which was gross. Yes, gross. After that, had Chinese remedial. Shamyn scratched me for no reason. So my left hand was red. Oh! And that stupid woman, wrestled with me until I was like, on the ground. Just cuz I said, 'Why you walk like that sia, I kick your vagina then you know!' Like, wtefff she suddenly came running and attcked me. I was like, stunned. Then we somehow ended up in the toilet also. -.- I'm bored. No one's free. Today shall be completing homework day. NOT! Hehehhee.
2:54 PM
I'll never forget, but who protects the memories
When we bleed each other from the vein.
If I ever find a way to stop disintegrating
Into pieces that I was that you destroy.
When we kissed and only now do I feel your mouth
Like an ache you never knew.
Releasing your sweet summer warmth, but still I recoil like mace
And all the little moments I pushed you away that I can't erase.
And if you ever find a way to forgive me
And if you ever find a way to put this all to rest..
When we bleed each other from the vein.
If I ever find a way to stop disintegrating
Into pieces that I was that you destroy.
When we kissed and only now do I feel your mouth
Like an ache you never knew.
Releasing your sweet summer warmth, but still I recoil like mace
And all the little moments I pushed you away that I can't erase.
And if you ever find a way to forgive me
And if you ever find a way to put this all to rest..
9:14 PM
Today sucked. Downright sucky. The day was going on smoothly with everyone avoiding to sit next to Wen Hao (i.e the china guy who bathes once a day & washes his uniform once a week.) in the hall during morning assembly. As yesterday the whole of my classroom block had a blackout, we didn't have a chance to take the Science CT. Therefore, the O level unit did not need to attend the CNA program (thank goodness for parallel circuits!). Hehhhhhh.
The CT was okay.. I managed to do the papers quite well. Only one thing, I didn't study for the Static Electricity part and well, quite a percentage of questions were based on that. So like, shit. Anyways, went for Mr Tan's (the NIE teacher/Hao Jie lookalike) lesson after that. I loiiike his lessons. The first time where I really enjoy doing Maths. Cuz he doesn't scold us for no reasons and his teaching speed is much much much much faster then Mr Yip.
So after his lesson was recess and I was calmly walking toward the canteen from the MT room. And suddenly I hear Ms. Abraham's booming voice saying something like, 'Girl, come up here..' and well, she was pointing at me. So yea, I went up. With much resentment. Grrrr. She first asked why I folded my skirt, which I didn't so I told her I didn't. Then she asked me to take my pencil case. So I went all the way down to the canteen and back up to the 4th floor again.
Then she spotted my coloured socks and well, white/green bra. She made me throw away my favourite strawberry socks!! I'm pissed at her for that. Hmph. And I had to buy mumbo jumbo long socks from the bookshop. Waste my $1.50 only. Can buy 1 cup of oreo ice blend sia. Heh heh heh. Sheesh. So redundant. So she made me write a 1000-word reflection and gave me a Beta form. Wtefffff. I spent like almost 2 hours there, writing the reflection. In the end, I gave up trying to write a long one and gave her one which only had 880-words. Thank god she didn't like become all PMS and tear it up. Hahaha!
I attended last 2 periods of Chinese. I got 21/35 for my recent CT! Beat that yo! Hahahaha. Imma' happy girlieeee. Hehehehehee. I was so tired during chinese. Not to mention hungry as I missed my recess time! So I fell asleep and Mr Yao shouted. Sobzsssxxxzzzz. Class finally ended. Styed back for art then I went home. 24 came at Tanah Merah and Daiyu alighted the bus. He smiled and I was like, eyyyy how come take 24. Lol. After awhile then I realised Mitchell was also in the bus. Kay kay, BUHBYE!
P.s. I'm finally getting my donuts and books tmr. Hoooooraaa. (:
The CT was okay.. I managed to do the papers quite well. Only one thing, I didn't study for the Static Electricity part and well, quite a percentage of questions were based on that. So like, shit. Anyways, went for Mr Tan's (the NIE teacher/Hao Jie lookalike) lesson after that. I loiiike his lessons. The first time where I really enjoy doing Maths. Cuz he doesn't scold us for no reasons and his teaching speed is much much much much faster then Mr Yip.
So after his lesson was recess and I was calmly walking toward the canteen from the MT room. And suddenly I hear Ms. Abraham's booming voice saying something like, 'Girl, come up here..' and well, she was pointing at me. So yea, I went up. With much resentment. Grrrr. She first asked why I folded my skirt, which I didn't so I told her I didn't. Then she asked me to take my pencil case. So I went all the way down to the canteen and back up to the 4th floor again.
Then she spotted my coloured socks and well, white/green bra. She made me throw away my favourite strawberry socks!! I'm pissed at her for that. Hmph. And I had to buy mumbo jumbo long socks from the bookshop. Waste my $1.50 only. Can buy 1 cup of oreo ice blend sia. Heh heh heh. Sheesh. So redundant. So she made me write a 1000-word reflection and gave me a Beta form. Wtefffff. I spent like almost 2 hours there, writing the reflection. In the end, I gave up trying to write a long one and gave her one which only had 880-words. Thank god she didn't like become all PMS and tear it up. Hahaha!
I attended last 2 periods of Chinese. I got 21/35 for my recent CT! Beat that yo! Hahahaha. Imma' happy girlieeee. Hehehehehee. I was so tired during chinese. Not to mention hungry as I missed my recess time! So I fell asleep and Mr Yao shouted. Sobzsssxxxzzzz. Class finally ended. Styed back for art then I went home. 24 came at Tanah Merah and Daiyu alighted the bus. He smiled and I was like, eyyyy how come take 24. Lol. After awhile then I realised Mitchell was also in the bus. Kay kay, BUHBYE!
P.s. I'm finally getting my donuts and books tmr. Hoooooraaa. (:
7:46 PM
My comp's been crazy again. Therefore the lack of updates. Heh. Anywayyyyyys. I have a feeling that you have feelings for that caked up person. And why do I even care? I have no idea man. I feel kinda jealous. Like, wth right? I donno why. And I kinda miss the old times. Sheesh.
So I've forgotten what I've been doing the past few days. I miss someone. Wonder if you do too. Annnnd, today someone was so god damned hot looking. I swear. I tried not to notice but gawd, you are hot hot heat. Fuccccck. Anyway, moving on.. Ms Abraham wanted to see us girls as requested last Friday. So we all went to see her and she talked about the way girls sit and sex positions and stuff. So lame, like so whatever. Haha!
Oh, and guess what? I got drenched in the rian while walking to school today. I swear I was so moody in the morning. Firstly, I missed the 0633 bus 2. So I waited at the bus stop until like 0649? Still no bus 2. So much for 10min intervals. -.- So I took a bus to Eunos mrt, waited awhile more. I was scared I would be late. So I took a train instead. Then while walking to school, it suddenly rained damn heavily. So many bdsians running. Lol. So yes, I walked into the hall like totally wet. My whole blouse. Lucky I was wearing correct coloured bra. Heh.
So yea, I dried up during lessons. After school, had art. So now, I'm home. I wanna go to the library to borrow books. And and and, I have a hugeeee craving for donuts. Since yesterday! Someone, follow me to run my errands. Thanksyouverythemuch. (:
So I've forgotten what I've been doing the past few days. I miss someone. Wonder if you do too. Annnnd, today someone was so god damned hot looking. I swear. I tried not to notice but gawd, you are hot hot heat. Fuccccck. Anyway, moving on.. Ms Abraham wanted to see us girls as requested last Friday. So we all went to see her and she talked about the way girls sit and sex positions and stuff. So lame, like so whatever. Haha!
Oh, and guess what? I got drenched in the rian while walking to school today. I swear I was so moody in the morning. Firstly, I missed the 0633 bus 2. So I waited at the bus stop until like 0649? Still no bus 2. So much for 10min intervals. -.- So I took a bus to Eunos mrt, waited awhile more. I was scared I would be late. So I took a train instead. Then while walking to school, it suddenly rained damn heavily. So many bdsians running. Lol. So yes, I walked into the hall like totally wet. My whole blouse. Lucky I was wearing correct coloured bra. Heh.
So yea, I dried up during lessons. After school, had art. So now, I'm home. I wanna go to the library to borrow books. And and and, I have a hugeeee craving for donuts. Since yesterday! Someone, follow me to run my errands. Thanksyouverythemuch. (:
5:46 PM
6:54 PM
Right now, I'm staring at this black spot. Wondering what to blog about. Life has been mundane. It's just a vicious cycle day after day. Wake up, school, home, sleep. What's there to life? I can't wait for the fuckin' O's to be over. I so wanna work, play, shop. Km8 yea, Luci&Jilly?
Anyways, I really wonder why people say things and don't mean it. Then after everything, they turn around and say, 'I'm not done with you.' Why? Seriously, get a life. I don't really care what people wanna think of me. As long as my conscience is clear, I know that I didn't do any wrong. If I did, I will have the guts to apologise to your face. What Jill always says is right, 'Stop complaining, do something about it or don't complain!' Right Luci? Hahah. Then yet another phrase my mum used to tell me, 'What doesn't kill you only makes you stronger.' Also what Dom told you, right Luci? It's true ain't it.
Then yet another factor. L-o-v-e. Why is it so complicated. You said you wanted to be friends but you don't seem like you do. I bet behind my back you're cursing. At me, of course. I don't like to hear bullshit of nice poetic words to be said and then as soon as I turn around, you're there pointing fingers. What's the use? If you don't like something, say it straight. No point brooding over it once it's over.
I hate this year. I hate this semester. I hate all this bullshit. I hate the fake smiles/attitudes. I hate, you. Yes, so just scram. I told myself, I'm not gonna try anymore. If you wanna talk, I'm always here. But if you don't, then just tell me straight. Tell it to me. Words left unspoken is like poison half drank.
It's torturing, but not killing.
6:09 PM
Well, school was effin' sucky today. First things first, my class got shouted at by Mr Yip in the early morning just cuz some of them didn't take out their worksheets and 'prepare for lesson'. It's like, what the efffff. It's just a worksheet, and you were doing admin stuff anyway. Sheesh!
Secondly, we had to take some stupid Chinese test which I tried really hard to concentrate and put my whole being into but I just couldn't understand the stupid passage and ended up falling asleep. After that, it was basically a spiral downhill as I was still in the sleeping mood.
To make matters worst, Mr Yip made me stand up during the lesson after that for 1 effin' hour just cuz I was still stoning and didn't take out my worksheet. Like what the effff again, cuz I was about to take it out then he saw. Fuuuuuck. So I stood up, most of the time, and well other times, I just sat on the table. Then there was once I fell asleep. Lol.
After school was art. Ms Jonoh shouted abit.. Then she was nice again. She said she wanted to bring us to Bras Basah tmr. But cuz of soooome people, she said next week. Such spoilers! Tschhk. Waited for NadHatta to start her Chem lesson for one whole hour only to find out that the Sub-Science people didn't have to go. Walked to Tana Mearah with her and Faiz. Went to Bedok cuz that person wanted to cut his hair. Met Shamyn & LiChin at Vybes. Hahaha.
Alrighty, nice long post within 10mins. Buh BYE! (:
6:33 PM
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So yes, my mutherrrr made conversation with the melay aunty when she was buying beef for my spaghetti. About what? Rendang. -.- So retarded. Oh, and the fucking foodcourt people are stupid. I hate them. Don't ever go to that place. So yes, that photo on top was when my mum was talking to the aunty. I was bored. Spent 4 whole hours at that stupid place! -.-
Backtrack. Friday, was supposed to go for some Annual Dinner & Dance thingy organised by my dad's office. But in the end, I went to catch Stomp The Yard with Faiz at The Cathay! The show is aweeeesome. That pythons group leader is effin' hot. His eyes are so fucking nice. I loiiike. After that, we were deciding where to go at Douby mrt.. I was feeling damn high. Ended up in bus36 to Ecp. We were feeling budget so we ate cup noodles at 7/11. Walked walked walked. Super tiring. So we went home.
Yesterday, had tuition first thing in the morning. Made my way to Hougang. And no, I didn't get lost this time. Haha! 3 whole hours of E Maths. But I felt satisfied after it. Luciana called me for lunch at Sakae @ Parkway. She said she wanted to give me a treat. Heh. Went home, got changed, went to Parkway. Went home after lunch. Then in the evening met my mum at Tamp. Had dinner. Blablabla..
Think of me, think of me fondly, when we've said goodbye.
Remember me once in a while - please promise me you'll try.
When you find that, once again, you long to take your heart..
6:11 PM
So it's the truth ain't it? They don't start healing until you stop hurting. But what if you can't? Then what happens? That's what I wanna know. That's what everyone wants to know. I need to get out of here. I need someone, some place, somehow.. One chance is all you get, that's it. All or nothing, I keep telling myself.. 'All or nothing.'
We cling to music, to poems ,to quotes, to writing, to art because we desperately do not want to be alone. We want to know we aren't going crazy & someone else out there knows exactly how you're feeling. We want someone to explain the things we can't. We love everything tied up neatly, easy, simple, when we can't do that, it scares us. To not know the next step, or where you're headed, kills. Being unsure isn't in our plans. But it's those moments, the ones where you risk it and step unknowingly into the future that assures us life is larger than we'll ever know..
I feel it. I feel the reverberating sensation in my head, telling me to push on. It's hard and I wanna just give up. Give it all up. There was nothing anyway. Then it comes to me again, that sensation.. I'm confused. 'Stay strong, stay strong. We're here for you.' But I don't see you. I look back and I don't see anyone. I'm alone. A long dark road up against me. I'm afraid I can't. Then it all floods back in..
10:39 PM
I'm spiraling into my doom
I'm feeling half alive but I know one day
You and I will be free.
9:43 PM
EH, CONFLICTS ARE SO LAST YEAR. SO PLEASE DONT TRY TO MAKE ONE NOW. YOURE JUST TRYING TO FIND A FUCKING PROBLEM LA. NADIAH WASNT EVEN TALKING ABOUT YOU ON HIS TAGBOARD. I KNOW YOURE READING THIS. DONT TRY TO HIDE. PLEASE KEEP YOUR EYES TO YOURSELF AND MAYBE YOUR BOOBS. SO STOP STARING AT PEOPLE AND THEN SMILING EVER SO SWEETLY. FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.
1:15 PM
LIPPIE.Andy Warhol.
Roy Litchenstein.
Hot Topic.
Cutcutcut.
Hello, I'm Emo.
Nice to meet you.
9:28 PM
Lalalalalala, Life is wonderfuuuuulllll. Hooraaaaa. I think my Pop Art Colour Cam from the U.S has arrived!! I peeped into my letterbox just now when I was walking to the lift and I saw some white thing with my name on it! Hehehhehehe. So sexciting! I swear. I'm so gonna bring it to Fatin's bday thingy tmr. Hooraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. But then again, know what's the worst thing? I don't have the effin' letterbox key with me! So I've gotta wait till my parents come home in the evening! How irritating.. Grrrrr. Rawrrrr. Meowwwww. Heheheheh. I'm so fed up! I don't care. Shall look for the key.
3:16 PM
Yasmine, you are so right.
Avril looks hot in here that she's making me feel hornay.
And that guy, fuccccck! Hotness too. Eye candy baby!
5:54 PM
I think pretty soon I'll just have to wake up at 7am for school and still be on time. Haha! So last night I was one confused person and set my alarm at 7.45am. When lessons began at 8am. I meant to set it at 6.45am but I guess I wasn't thinking straight. Heh. My mum woke up and I was out of the house at 7.55am. Supersonic the hedgehog speed eh? Don't ask me how I did it. But I know I felt like crap, my head was pounding like some pendulum. Hahaaaa.
Anyway, school ended (like finally). Jason and Faiz were outside school with their bikes. God knows why they were there. So I asked them if they wanted to go eat. I was starving, Mr Yip took away our lunch break. Ended up at Simpang. Ate and I treat them drinks. Hahaa! You guys owe me. Went home after that. So now I'm here.
Mr Yip gave back my result slip today. I failed one sub only; Add Maths with a 27/100. My L1R5 was 29 points. Heeeee. Gotta buck up la deyyyy. Oh, and I got secluded in Math lesson today. So I fell asleep and dreamt of butterflies in yellow clown costumes. HAHA! (:
5:08 PM
I have never felt this fucking bored in my whole entire 15 years of life. I swear to god, this is fucking torturous. I need to head to town. I need to get out of this hell hole. I need to fucking eat my meals. I need to fucking do something productive. I need to save money. I need to do alot of things but the thing is I'm not needing to need it. Diggin' me? I'm fucking bored. I have been home since like 3pm in the afternoon and all I've done is sit my ass on this stupid wooden chair and plant my eyes on this stupid 17 inch computer screen. I fucking need to get out. No one's home. Parents are overseas in pretty pretty Bali with the sun, sand, sea. Sister is well, somewhere.. And I am stuck here. I should be out there. Doing it. Doing something, at least! So yesterday was a blast. Okay, fine. Not a blast but at least it was fun and I did something.. I didn't go to school.. So I went to the polyclinic at Geylang East, mind you, not Geylang slut place. Amazingly, this time I only waited for like less then an hour! All was well and I was given a day's MC. Went home, changed, slacked.. Went out again to town. Ate Ramen Ten then walked around Far East. Uhh, somehow we ended up at Heeren's Converse. I forgot how but yeah, somehow. Haha! They were having a 20% closing down sale! So i tried on the normal black chucks. It was a tad too big. So we decided to head to Beach Rd. After a tiresome walk/train/bus (forgot) ride, we reached, only to get cheated by some effin' china uncle. To hell with you imports. Seriously! You know what that cunt did? Lemme' tell you.. So I was looking on the racks/shelves for the normal black chucks.. Then I couldn't find it. The closest I could get was some black chucks which had country flag on them. Think it was the World Cup season ones.. So I kindly asked him if he had normal ones. I even pointed to the brown normal ones and said I wanted them in black. He said okay, he'll help me check. So I sat down on one of their cacat chairs. Then he brought out my size, womans 7, in the World Cup one but black. I was like, okay.. nevermind just try first. So I did. And hell, was I happy! So I asked, do you have this in the normal black ones. He said, 'yesyes i'll take for you. is this your size?' Like, duhh it was my size. I said, 'yes.' Sat there for around 5 mins or so, seeing him run around to some other shop and back again. Then he came back. Guess what? It was like I was on 'Boiling Point' or somthing.. It was the exact same World Cup ones! Only that he cut off the Denmark/Germany tag on the back! What a Fucker! So I was like, okay.. just try. Tried it, exact same fit. (DUH!) I could tell it was the same ones cuz the insides where the branding, Converse, was on the sole was still in red. Normal ones would have been black you see.. And worse still, the sizing tag behind the tongue of the shoe had the word "SAMPLE" in bold red letters across! FUCK FUCK FUCKLING! I was thinking, alright, if i could get a discount of 10bucks, i wouldnt mind it. So i tried, bargaining. At this period of time, you would need to get Nadiah Hatta. She's the best at it. I swear. He insisted that it was already cheap and yada yada yada.. So I was like, 'Okay fine. Thank you and goodbye.' I grabbed my heels and walked off, feeling fucking pissed and fed up. After that.. I forgot what happened. All I know is we ended up at Sg Post. Oh no! Some cacat bus stop which I got very high at and started 'petting my new pet'. Sheesh! Bought KFC for my sistar at Sg Post. Walked home, changed, left the house again. In my all new, Saosin tee!! Hooraaaa! I heart Saosin. This time, took 28 all the way to Tamp. Then went to 7/11 to get drinks then to Nadiah's house. Slept over. Woke up this morning at 0650am. I didn't bring my toothbrush and NadHatta was lazy to provide me with one. So I peed, gargled my mouth and drank a glass of water. Clad in my Topshop black shorts, Converse HighCuts, Red Lions shirt (Nad's) I was all set for the heart walk. Nad's mum sent us to school and we shared a cupcake in the car. It was all so childhood. I felt happy then. One good friend in good friend's mother's car. And all the better! A shared cupcake! Schweet. So, fastforward.. After that heart walk, 9irlfriends minus myn&apr went to Far East. We all were wearing red. Okay, I lied. I didn't. I was wearing my Saosin tee. Which was white, btw. But I know you didn't wanna know that.. So forget it. Walked around. Waited for Sakura to open. First customers! Ate, walked, went home. Went back, changed, bathed. Went back to town. I.e Heeren. Got my chucks! Hooraaaaa. Walked around HMV. Then went back home. And since then, 3pm, I have been online. And later, I think imma' go out. Alrighty then. Buhbye!
7:48 PM
Love isn't about how much you get or give. Or, how you get over it. Its just a feeling. Unforgettable. And, if it does goes away. It wasn't love. It was just a selfish objective.
Is this true? Boy, I guess it doesn't ever fade away then.. Or does it.
5:10 PM
Note to self: Always go to your first tuition lesson with your mum/dad.
(Esp. if it's at HDB blocks)
Okay, so I got lost in Hougang. Not funnay. I walked and walked and walked and walked in circles around the whole effin' block but failed to find KeyTuition. And worst still, I didn't even have my tutor's number. So yea, I contacted the lady who introduced the tutor (which was also her sister) and well, she didn't pick or reply my sms. So I gave up and sat at some stone seat at Hougang mall and stoned. Then! The tutor called. Phew.
Yes, so right now, after 4 whole years, I, Alyssa Roxanne Seah, have started tui-tion. I sat in the air-conditioned room for 2 or more hours. Tortured by the Chinese that was reverberating in my ears. My eyes were trying hard to stay open.
It finally ended and I took bus80 all the way to Upper Paya Lebar and took bus43 to Parkway to meet Fatin Nabila. We went to eat at Banquet and that woman took a whole long time to eat her TomYum. I was freezing my ass off in there, entertained by the cleaner who was chasing a bird with a tray. It was a funny sight, she was like a child once again. Haha! When Nabila finally finished, all the shops were closed! So we went home.
Btw, I haven't got my result slip yet. So don't ask me how's my results. Cuz Mr Yip was being a pain in the neck by making my life difficult during PTM yesterday. My parents, who were at home, were fed-up with him and told me to just go home. So I obeyed. Yasmine & I got caught by Ms Abraham. We went to see her today and she was nice. Haha. Miracle.
OH! This morning the Juicy wallets were in my letterbox alreadyyyyyy. So yes, me and Yas finally have our Juicy wallets. Hooraaaaay! And I, have my Fred Flare/F21/Wetseal as well!
HOORAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
Yes, so right now, after 4 whole years, I, Alyssa Roxanne Seah, have started tui-tion. I sat in the air-conditioned room for 2 or more hours. Tortured by the Chinese that was reverberating in my ears. My eyes were trying hard to stay open.
It finally ended and I took bus80 all the way to Upper Paya Lebar and took bus43 to Parkway to meet Fatin Nabila. We went to eat at Banquet and that woman took a whole long time to eat her TomYum. I was freezing my ass off in there, entertained by the cleaner who was chasing a bird with a tray. It was a funny sight, she was like a child once again. Haha! When Nabila finally finished, all the shops were closed! So we went home.
Btw, I haven't got my result slip yet. So don't ask me how's my results. Cuz Mr Yip was being a pain in the neck by making my life difficult during PTM yesterday. My parents, who were at home, were fed-up with him and told me to just go home. So I obeyed. Yasmine & I got caught by Ms Abraham. We went to see her today and she was nice. Haha. Miracle.
OH! This morning the Juicy wallets were in my letterbox alreadyyyyyy. So yes, me and Yas finally have our Juicy wallets. Hooraaaaay! And I, have my Fred Flare/F21/Wetseal as well!
HOORAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
(no mistake, I'm not missing a 'Y'. Therefore, Adam do NOT copy.) 
11:04 PM
Hip Hip Hooraaaay! (Adam, this is so MY phrase! You stupid niggaaaaa.) Rejoice for me you all! The Fred Flare spree has been confirmed and ordered! Therefore, my Pop Art Colour Cam would be arriving in SG this Saturday. Hooraaaay! I love fast services. Hehe. I feel so broke from the F21 & Wetseal Spree. But then again, I would be getting new clothes/accessories! Have to keep telling myself, 'It's all worth it!' I hope they come reaaal soon. =) I'm bored. Looking forward to school tomorrow. At least then I know that I won't be tempted by all the sprees these people are organising. Yayyyyyyyy. Now, I shall find some stuff to do that won't get me tempted and make me spend more money. Buhbye! (:
11:31 AM
I've got an eye infection. Yes, it sucks. The doctor gave me 2 days MC. But I don't know why I'm not really rejoicing over it. I miss school, i.e. friends NOT teachers.
2:58 PM
- Suspenders look-alike top (FCUK) $40
- Fred Flare Pop Art Cam (Spree) $25
- B/W Mod top (F21/Far East) $33
- Pointy Slip Ons (Far East) $30/40
- Mod Dress (Phuture London) $70
- Le Coq Tote (Online)
- Red Jellies Pumps (Online)
- Zebra Print Burnout Top (RI)
- Scratchy Print Tee (RI)
- Jersey Coccoon Dress (RI)
- Cropped Hoodie (Looking!)
- Playsuit (Topshop)
- Black Bracelets (Looking!)
- Juicy Wallet (No time to collect ):)
4:26 PM
It is a cold, wet day today. It's like extreme weather or smth! Damn friggin' cold. Heh. I am so so so excited. There's a Fred Flare Spree going on. And like, YAY! Exciting!! Juicy wallets are ready collection! Double yay. Hehehee. Yasmine, please tell me when you wanna collect it!! =)
School was an extreme bore today. Esp with the weather, it made matters worst. Us students being super sleepy resulting in cat naps in between lessons. Maths is getting more exciting. I pay attention nowadays.. Somehow, I think I'm improving, one step at a time. Physics was a total bore. I fell asleep, woke up, thought it was the last lesson of the day and rejoiced for a minute. Then i remembered, we haven't even had recess yet! -.-
Recess was an ice cube. Lol. I was so freakin' cold that I was trying my best to retain my body warmth by sticking my hands under my knee caps. But that wasn't working! I only got even colder. The wind was tremendously strong and with the little droplets of rain, it was making things worst. After that was Chemistry. Incredibly boring subject as well with teensy lame jokes in between that weren't all that funny. SS was the worst. Struggling to keep awake so I sat next to ZakiahZakariah. She's like a tv, entertainment-wise, only she isn't a box. Hehehehe. Chinese was the worst of the lot. We were supposed to be doing this comprehension thingy, but I didn't bother and I'm sure Shamyn didn't either. Hahah. So much for my post yesterday.. Mr Yao, I'd reccomend english courses to you..
Tomorrow's Friday, the last day of the school week. So much has happened and yet.. Okay, nothing. Haha. TGIF in advance! (:
School was an extreme bore today. Esp with the weather, it made matters worst. Us students being super sleepy resulting in cat naps in between lessons. Maths is getting more exciting. I pay attention nowadays.. Somehow, I think I'm improving, one step at a time. Physics was a total bore. I fell asleep, woke up, thought it was the last lesson of the day and rejoiced for a minute. Then i remembered, we haven't even had recess yet! -.-
Recess was an ice cube. Lol. I was so freakin' cold that I was trying my best to retain my body warmth by sticking my hands under my knee caps. But that wasn't working! I only got even colder. The wind was tremendously strong and with the little droplets of rain, it was making things worst. After that was Chemistry. Incredibly boring subject as well with teensy lame jokes in between that weren't all that funny. SS was the worst. Struggling to keep awake so I sat next to ZakiahZakariah. She's like a tv, entertainment-wise, only she isn't a box. Hehehehe. Chinese was the worst of the lot. We were supposed to be doing this comprehension thingy, but I didn't bother and I'm sure Shamyn didn't either. Hahah. So much for my post yesterday.. Mr Yao, I'd reccomend english courses to you..
Tomorrow's Friday, the last day of the school week. So much has happened and yet.. Okay, nothing. Haha. TGIF in advance! (:
6:17 PM
