Whenever I hear this song, I used to think of someone else. Someone who was once in my life, but cuz of something I stupid I did to get his attention, I didn't get the attention I wanted, instead this someone left. And he never did come back.

But now, when I hear this song, I don't think about him anymore. It's more of a different, a whole new feeling. A surge of happiness/sadness, I don't quite seem to understand. The lyrics, tune, voice of the singer, it just seems so peaceful yet disturbing. Don't you all think of that special someone when you hear this song? Well, I do.

I remember blaming you. When we couldn't go out. It was as if God didn't want us to spend time together. Each time I was free, you had plans which you couldn't quite cancel. But I made you feel all guilty. Only after that. Then there came those little obstacles, I found them so difficult to overcome. But we helped each other along the way, and overcome them together. They made out love grow stronger.

Now, I blame myself. Cuz I could have prevented this feeling of loneliness. I could have told you what I thought. But no, I didn't want to cuz I knew you would. Then again, it was always either one of us. Either one would be sad. I chose myself. Guess you couldn't see. And I knew sometimes you chose yourself too. But I didn't see and made you mad.

I'm sorry..

My thoughts are all jumbled up now, in a whole mass of trash. Four days have gone by, slowly. Even though I was busy each day, I hope you know I did think about you the whole time. And I hope you do too, where ever you are out there. I just wanna say that I miss you, hope you'll be back soon.