i suddenly feel, POETIC and WANNA CUT MY HAIR.

wtfokaynvm. -.-

OH, AND I FEEL LIKE POSTING THIS.

ALRIGHT ALREADY. the last time i blogged was on the 21st of september 2006. and today's the 30th september 2006. and counting the days i haven't been blogging, it's 9INE. omfg, a world record?! ah, okay. if there's such a thing as alyssa's book of records, this would be in it. im so sure. :D hah!

so let's see. what has been happening in my busy busy life. heh. so far, i've been going to night class with nadiah for 2 weeks alrdy. last week, we went on friday. and this week, thursday and friday. it's been good. i've learnt quite alot from the seniors. smart asses. ok, what else! er, mr yip has been; the same? yada yada.. can't really remember anything! ah, shit. the result of not blogging regularly..

oh. i've gained a few closer friends. found my true ones. and well, maybe dropped some on the way? not very sure about that. all i wanna say is for everything you said, i heard, i learnt. thanks for everything? yupps. no hard feelings though. i've learnt many INSIGHTS too. and yea, suprising stuff. geeeezzz. people from school, i.e those lala ppl, are still bitches. and the one with the red lacey underwear suck still. angels and airwaves, phooooweeeeyyy. like, WHATEVER.. seriously, whateverness. hahahahaha. ok. what the heck am i typing..

school wise, im doing, okay? learning step by step. im scared la, obviously. end of year is in like what, 4 days? and seriously, not prepared.. grrr. lalalalalala. i realised that i've been spending more time with him these few days. but still missing him as always. haha.

i shall blog about today. since i cant remember.. today, i woke up late for lessons. had SS and english. i met shijie at tanah merah cos he took cab so he tumpang me. lol. after that, went to simpang with daiyu and sherman for lunch. then dy's parents send us to his house for him to change and get books. slacked awhile then met yixiang at tanah merah. went to airport, popeyes, to study. Social Studies kinda rocks? cos i think i understand how to answer the stupid questions alrdy. looolololol. left there at around 6.30 then went they went to simpang while i went to spore post to buy back food for my mum. such a good daughter. lol. blablabla. now online. heh.

i shall blog again tmrw. if, i got stuff to blog about. but usually sundays are boring. so expect me on monday! love you all, KNOWN PEOPLE. lol. ok, bye. and tag me la. lazy people.

okay, after almost one whole effin' week, I AM BLOGGING. hehe. yea, it's kinda true. i haven't not blogged for sooo long before. i've not really been online much either. have been too tired or studying. (: as promised, 2 hours everyday AT LEAST. im such a gooood girlie.

anyway. shall just blog about today. went to school. aldie came back to school! like, finally. haha. walked to school with him. met dy and joe at the whatever place there. reached school just on time. and me and vivienne has some kinda shared secret, only thing is we haven't told each other. lol. and nadiah's jealous. hahahaha.

whole class thought mr yip didn't come and were rejoicing in class when he suddenly walked in and everyone groaned. haha. so funnay. lessons as normal. he was being a bitch. taught us CME and ended up scolding us. as usual, "i'm not the one wasting time, you're the one. so you all have to stay back after school." as quoted from his mouth. and i fell asleep while his government/behaviour/society lecture and he made me stand up. i was like too tired and scribbling on my CME book. i felt like killing him, there and then. arggg.

his lesson was finally over and he once again repeated himself about "us and not him" theory. like, WHATEVER. okay, chemistry. learned mole concept. slept halfway through when i was the one who was supposed to copy as ros wanted to study geog. was too tired. donno why la. then when i woke up, my left leg and left arm was cramp. ahh, so cold. lol. and for the first time, i didnt eat during recess. was too tired. and like finally, the canteen is filled. unlike when the sec4&5s had prelims, whole canteen so empty. haha.

maths again after recess. i paid attention. haha. new topic. mr yip was trying hard to be funny but obviously failed. anyway. english after that and once again, i slept. donno why im so tired when i've been sleeping early. arg, irritating. maths once again after that. blablabla.

went to simpang with the girls after school. like finally, our thursday outing! haha. me, myn, ros, lc, yas, zak. haha. ate then went back to school for lesson. physics test was okay. went to art room after that to look for nadiah and dy. slacked there for awhile. watched jam, irni and dy play catching. haha. and nadiah smacked my head twice. im so angry with that round woman. arg!

went to daiyu's house after that with nadiah. talked to linisha online. haha. then met irni at school and went to simpang with them. bullied nadiah. she's like a primary school kid la! can't stand it. and her constipated faces. omg. i wanna smack her. went home after that. i was kinda scared of looking into the forest when i was walking to tanah merah alone. didn't want my eyes to wonder. so dark. ran home from paya lebar mrt. cos i wanted to bathe and watch SG idol. lol. blablablabla. then im here. gahhhh. :)

whee? ok, i kinda just came home. i totally forgot about accompanying zakiah to find her dress for tmr at tamp mall. lol. sorry, partner! anyway. school was, alright. i didn't wanna go as last night i had super duper freakin' bad cramps and i was tossing and turning for close to and hour before being able to fall asleep. terrible terrible. ):

after a long argument with my mother in the morning, i finally gave in and deceided to go to school. haha. so yeah. took the later train. reached school and for the first time, i wasn't pespiring! haha. cos it was cool, almost raining i think. i felt like a damn good girl. cos i did my maths homework. for the first time, all by myself! haha. and i even did chinese bi ji and lit essay. woah, such a good girl! hehe.

chinese lessons sucked, as usual. always so boring and ms poh's PMSing. PE was bad. i sucked at volleyball. sprained my right thumb. it hurt so bad.. glad has a funny way of surfing the ball. we all were laughing till our stomachs hurt. haha. so i was injured la. once again. every sport i play i get injured. how amazing. literature was, kanchiong. as usual. ms hoori, always stressed up.

maths, i didnt pay attention at all. he was teaching about set theory, add maths topic. i think it's stupid. so many bloody symbols. so retarded. and i cant freaking draw curly brackets. thats why i ahte it also. heh. after maths had chinses oral. i think i did bad. as usual. chinses is always bad. chnese = bad. yupp! went home straight after that. alone. heh.

i went online, wanted to chaneg blogskin but it was ugly. haha. after that, went to bathe then left for daiyu's house. was supposed to help him with his art. but i didn't in the end. hehe. watched the holland v with his sis. then help him find some pics on kaleidoscope. so pretty. went simpang to eat with aldie and kang. and now, im home! :D

1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was your first thought?
- er. "fucking menses." (:

2. When is the next time you will have sex?
- next time? lololol.

3. What's a word that rhymes with "DUCK"?
- luck.

4. Favorite planet?
- earth? what other planets are there..

5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your mobile?
- Shermaine.

6. What is your favorite ring on your phone?
- eh.. tokyo drift theme song. lol.

7. What shirt are you wearing?
- lime green learning fiesta.

8. What were you doing 20 minutes ago?
- ehh.. talking to rin?

9. Name the brand of shoes you're currently wearing.
- not wearing any! haha. converse la.

10. Bright or Dark Room?
- er, depends?

11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?
- he's an ass who got me addicted to the way i do.

12. If you're in a room with two beds, which one do you sleep on?
- I like rin's answer. i'll do the same.

13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
- suffering from cramps.

14. What did your last text message you received say?
- er, is this necessary?

15. How do you like your eggs?
- OMELETE-d. (:

16. What's a word/phrase that you say a lot?
- whatever.

17. Who told you he/she loved you last?
- a really special person?

18. Last furry thing you touched?
- hm, zakiah's hair?

19. How many drugs have you done in the last three days?
- let's see.. around, 3?

How many rolls of film do you need to get developed?
- none. sadly.

21. Favorite age you have been so far?
- wth? er, i donno!

Your worst enemy?
- oh. you wouldn't wanna know.. heh.

23. What is your current desktop picture?
- black screen. i know, boring.

24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
- how smart.

25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly?
- this is hard! million bucks la.

26. What do you want to be doing?
- eh, i donno. =/

27. The last song you listened to?
- addicted to love.

28. If the last person you spoke to was getting shot at, what would you do?
- er, say goodbye?

29. If you could punch 1 person in the face who'sin your life right now, who would it be?
- SHAHRIN. cos he said the same. lol.

30. What is the closest item to your foot?
- ground.

Didn't wanna want you
Didn't wanna need you so bad
Didn't wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you've done

Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.

Your touch, your skin, can't believe the way you let me in
Don't rush tonight, I need you like the ocean needs the tide.

first things first, do NOT use this blogskin cos im gonna use it. http://www.blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=109177&action=Preview DO NOT USE IT. i dont care. if you do, it's like copying me. so dont. thanks. i know i sound damn bitchy, but i dont care. do not use it. thank you very very much. (:

OKAY, SO I HAVENT BEEN UPDATING.. hahaha. donno why i don't feel weird when i don't blog anymore. used to feel that. hm, okay. last time i blogged was saturday. i think i'll juts blog about yesterday and today. that's all i remember anyway. =/

wednesday;;
yesterday, ahhh. okay, it was kind of a bad day. cos i was tired, moody, selfish, fed up, irritated, etc etc. so yea, if i lost my temper or whatsoever to anyone of you reading this now, im sorry. (i know im forgiven cos im loved) lol. ok, anyway. was almost late for school. cos i was dreaming that i was my enemy's (real life) best friend and we were at macdonalds at siglap centre bitching about this damn act KC girl. LOL. damn funny la.

walked to school like, super fast. walked to second floor and saw ms abraham! retreated back to the staircase and walked up with myn by third floor. haha. reached class and i felt like i just bathed. omg, damn uncomfortable. lessons, blablabla. ms zubaidah took us for english cos ms hoori was on course. had art after schoool. then went with nadiah to eat chendol at bedok corner but it was closed! so we had lunch instead. dy's house, HOME.

today;;
our 7th month. like the hungry ghost festival. lol. haha. went to school. blablabla. lessons. mr yip was being a bitch again. i was having like a terrible stomachache, unsure if it was menses or gastric or whasoever so i wanted to go to the toilet. then he had to like add so many stuff in cos i always go toilet. but i have reasons right. i cant help if i happen to shit/pee alot. sheesh! then he asked the class to vote if he shld allow me to go and thank god my class was not a bitch to diagree cos i was about to cry alrdy. damn bloody fcuked up.

mrs kow came in for english lessons. was alright. kinda nice having her teach me again. haha. after school, english oral. was sooo nervous. said like wrong words. and i couldnt think what to say for the picture discussion. conversation was okay. ms lee said i was good but then, i dont think so la. over alrdy, nvm. then waited for physics to start. i paid attention! haha. and i went home straight. thats why im blogging. HEH. :D

everyone, i blogged. happy now?! tag please. lovelove. <3333333333333333

so today i had my belated bday lunch celebration with my family. woke up around 10plus and got ready. left for the oriental hotel. reached there and we had to actually wait even though we had reservations! cos they said they weren't ready when there were like waitresses talking to the chefs? right.

finally got a place inside the restaurant, MELT - the world cafe. such a lame name. hahha. there was like a total of 8 different 'islands' inside. different kinds of food ranging from japanese to thai to indian. kinda cool. haha. then there was also another part with deserts which had cakes, chocolate fondue fountain, waffles and like a gazillion jars of different candies. hahah. so fun.

ate until we were super full then walked around marina square before heading for church. blablabla. then went home. im bored. -.- anyway, was watching the re-run of Singapore Idol just now and..

i am a happy girl! yay. so today, i woke up super early for english. was supposed to have breakfast with jill and luci at simpang first but i was too lazy to get out of bed plus, my whole body was aching. haha. no idea why. english was terribly boring and worse still, our lesson dragged on till 1.30 when it was supposed to end at 12.45. sheesh. almost 2 whole hourse of english!!

was supposed to go to parkway with luci to eat my ramen and get my bday cake but since it was too late and she had tuition, i followed jill to town instead.i was sooo hungry. my legs felt wobbly and i was having cold sweat. felt like i was gonna black out anytime. kinda scary. the last and only time i fainted was in front of my whole primary schl during sports day and i was a brownie then. so we had to like stand at the flag poles and cos i didnt eat my breakfast, i fel weak and fainted. lol. so embarrassing.

anyways. we finally reached town, takashimaya and went to eat at ajisen ramen first! yay, my delicious crayfish ramen still tastes as good as it did yesterday. hahaha. and better still, it was only $10.90 cos the guy forgot to charge us for drinks. hahaha. jill paid like only $4.50 for her baby octopus. good deal. =x

then we went to look around the bakeries for my bday cake. walked around for awhile and ogled at all the nice food. hahah. i wanted to buy the donuts but then i decided not to waste money. hehe. finally decided on a chocalate cake which had like many layers of different kinds of stuff in it.

after that, we went to look for jill's shorts at WH. but they didnt have her size anymore. so ended up walking around taka for awhile. was walking through wisma to go home then we popped in to isetan. and i saw my shoes! cheaper somemore and exactly the same. haha. bought it then went home.

decided to reply to tags here as there are too many. here goes..
nadiah; haha. okok. you told me alrdy.
rin; thanks! and i do rock okay. im gonna get converses soon. just you wait!
jean; thanks! (:
luci; yupp. i realised that. thanks for the 'suprise' anyway!
sj; haha. yeah. thanks!
xiang; why you always come up with stupid things? lol.
nadiah; haha yeah! cool people. (:
randy; i dont need you. go away.
..; who are you? thanks anyway.
omar; thanks.
hsinrui; haha. yeah! thanks.
zan; haha. yeah. primary schl days. hahaha!

ohkay. so my birthday wasn't so bad after all. haha. in the end, boo got mixed up and went to tell the rest that the lunch was postponed to 3pm. hahaa. then mervyn called me and asked where was i at around 1plus? and he said that luci was coming over also. btw, he asri and sasa were alrdy at town. hahaha. so yeah, i went to get ready and met them around 3 and guess what? luci was there! it was supposed to be a 'suprise' but! mervyn spoiled it. hahaha.

yupp! so we all headed to takashimaya cos i had a craving for AJISEN RAMEN! haha. it was me, asri, luci, sasa, boo, mervyn. i had the nice crayfish ramen with fried tofu! yay. soooo nice. (orgasmic) loool. after that, adam came and we walked around taka for awhile. then we girls wanted to take neoprints. so the nearest was far east. walked there. me, sasa, luci took once. then jill, apr, nad came! so we took again! yay yay yay. so pretty. hehe.

after that, went to meet the rest of the people at marina bay mrt. boo, apr, mervyn, sasa, asri left. met up with dy, joe, aldie, jerome, sherman, yixiang, bullu, rasheed. waited for the stupid bus for damn long. my back was aching like hell and i wanted to die. haha. finally the bus came and we went to the place. ate ate ate then shaik and mitchell came. after that some of them went to play pool, daytona, bowling, etc. all separated. lol.

blablablablablablabla. then home. and now, PICS! and FYI, if anyone of you are gonna eat ramen, PLEASE PLEASE CALL ME ALONG. i still got the craving. heh.

and lastly..

:D

fuck. im such a sad kid. it's my bday. and yet, im stuck at home. FYI, all you people out there.. session 1 has been CANCELLED. i repeat, cancelled. yupp, cos only 3 people were confirmed to turn up. so i didn't see the whole point of meeting 3 guys at orchard alone. -.-

anyways. i feel like ranting. so read if you want to and if you're thinking what a spoilt brat i am now. go away and don't come back. my blog doesn't need you, thx. it's the 6th of september 2006, my 15th bday. i am here, sitting on this stupid wooden chair in front of a super laggy computer with a nice LCD tv screen. but still, i am not satisfied. i am hungry. HUNGRY HUNGRY. i wanna eat something. but then again, i am alone at home. even my sis is out alrdy. and im still stuck here. what a sad child i am.

i've got to get my own birthday cake cos i don't like the flavours that my parents choose. but then again, i will be out late so i can't bring it along with me, can i? so that leave me with a belated birthday cake. wow. how 'happening'. -.-

i wanna go shopping with the $130 that mummy and daddy gave me. but noooo, no one is free cos they're all at school studying. sheesh. i only gotta go to school tmr for 1 hour of english. and we're all from the same class. how nice. i feel like a stupid child.

and now, since im bored. i shall go play o2jam by myself. like a bloody loner. and maybe, just maybe. i'll consider cooking something to eat. -.- great, bye.

1) the pink laced topshop pumps (size5/38)
2) an adidas sweater
3) the martina pink wedges (size 9/40)
4) the fox checkered pants (size 34? the smallest, forgot what)
5) converses! plain black ones (size 5half)
6) a proper school bag
7) more skirts
8) ohohoh! the fox cropped jeans with flowers! (size 36 i think)
9) more shorts
10) i know this is old but i still want the levis square cut jeans. =/
11) acesseries acceries and more accesories (whichever is the correct spelling)
12) my I/C. omfg. from nad's but yes. HOPEFULLY A NICE PIC PLS.
13) lastly, with compliments from nad. A HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

it is now 11.26pm on my desktop clock. within a mere 24mins, im gonna be fifteen. and i dont know why im not as excited as all my previous birthdays. maybe a year older means lesser excitement? cos you get old you see.. ah, so fuckin' emo. ok, i shall stop. bye.

finally, i am able to blog. hehe. im laughing damn hard about something i saw online at a person's blog. about some kinda dispute. anyway, moving on..

today, i went out with dy to watch devil wears prada. its kinda nice. then after that, went to meet mitch, aldie, shaik at eunos there at some shisha place. ate dinner slacked and stuff. then i went home. and my phone got confiscated by my mum for like around 2hours cos i came home late w/o telling her. she just gave it back to me. lol. so lame.

blablabla. i donno what else to blog about. so yea, byebye.

Luciana says:
i love u
Alyssa says:
yea. but we dont.
Luciana says:
yeah jill
Luciana says:
we dont love u
Luciana says:
sorry hor
Alyssa says:
..
Frens do the dumbest things together!!! =) *especially us* says:
haha
Frens do the dumbest things together!!! =) *especially us* says:
i dun need ur love, crooked
Luciana says:
so bad
Luciana says:
aly
Luciana says:
u see jill
Alyssa says:
LOL!
Alyssa says:
this is going to my blog.
Luciana says:
NO
Luciana says:
NO
Luciana says:
NO
Luciana says:
NO
Luciana says:
NO
Alyssa says:
why.
Alyssa says:
hehehehe.
Luciana says:
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Luciana says:
PLS
Luciana says:
i love u
Luciana says:
don do this to me
Luciana says:
i love u
Alyssa says:
yea, but i dont.
Luciana says:
love u
Luciana says:
show me some love yo!
Alyssa says:
..
Alyssa says:
i dont have love for you.
Frens do the dumbest things together!!! =) *especially us* says:
hahahaha!
Frens do the dumbest things together!!! =) *especially us* says:
LSHIFLP
Luciana says:
ya la
Luciana says:
jill
Frens do the dumbest things together!!! =) *especially us* says:
luci's desperate for love
Alyssa says:
as always.
Luciana says:
so bad

finally i've got something to blog about. shall not bother about thursday cos it was just the teacher's day celebration, simpang, dy's house, etcetc.. kinda boring. they watched 'the break-up' and almost everyone slept thru it. well, only me and nad. but bullu was obviously bored thats why he ended up playing dotA. haha. and nadiah, played o2jam. looool.

anyway. today. woke up at around 2.30pm was too lazy to follow dady for the comex exhibition. haha. was online till around 7pm. then went to meet dy, xiang they all at the street soccer court. waited for them to finish their game then went to eat at simpang. after eating, went to hanbin house to play mahjong. left around 10.30pm.

tmr, going out with my mum to find a bday present for myself. hahaha. yay!