it's a sunday evening. what the heck am i doing at home? ah, wtf. other then it's an exam day tmr. i really donno. i see people enjoying themselves while my mum don't trust me to go out. even to study. yes, i have been a bad kid. but still? ok, whatever luh.

luci and jill came over just now. supposedly to do english essay and lit project. but we only did a little bit of Amaths revision and camwhored then they had to go home. guess that was the only pathetic hi-light of the day? yeayea. hmm, what else.

i missed missing you..
it all came back to me.
hitting me like a gunshot to the head.
i missed missing us.

ok, so emo. but that's how i feel somehow :'( sometimes, i donno why i even bother to post such things. obviously for people to read right. then why do i post it so small? or even sometimes, camouflaged. gees. what's the point behind it? for people to see yet not to see? lol. so ironic eh.