ALYSSA (:

Monday, July 31, 2006

the previous post was a prose done by nadiah hatta. haha. really nice one. boring monday today.. mdm koh came in for our maths lesson again. chinese test sucked. but the comprehension i could understand, at least.. free period all the way. i was way bored in the library. so i decided to check in on my class's chemistry SPA lesson. haha. it was interesting. them mixing chemicals and stuff.. after schl i was bored. bored bored bored. then me myn nad ros left for pizzahut. blablabla. im broke alrdy.. then we went home. after looking at alot of phones.

the silence kills me inside..
i hope you're doing fine.
longing to see your smile once again.

We're leaving here tonight
There's no need to tell anyone
They'd only hold us down
So by the morning light
We'll be half way to anywhere
Where love is more than just your name

I have dreamt of a place for you and I
No one knows who we are there
All I want is to give my life only to you
I've dreamt so long I cannot dream anymore
Let's run away, I'll take you there

5:54 PM

lets start with april, shes fun, bubbly and cute.
although shes skinny shes obsessed with food
she brings us joy, laughter and even tears
we know shell also bring us through these endless years.

then theres fatin, she brings us real pain
shes violent, crazy and hyper
without her there will be no laughter
when youre around her youll get damn high
youll start jumpaing around trying to touch the sky.

zakiah is the more serious one
she's also the girl who most guys want
shes the smartest among us all
shes the one who catches us when we fall

the weirdest one among us is shamyn
she always thinks shes as cool as mint
when you touch her ankles she will scream
shes still the bestest bitch in the team

the lamest one among us is nadiah
everybody thinks her fathers is haha
shes also the worse ego tripper
shes also cheap and can only afford a slipper

theres also alyssa whose surname is seah
shes also the bubbliable one, a total hyper one
most of the time she whines like she controls the chrine
but we still need her cos shes our sister

there also ros , the one who always glows
shes the responsible one and always is in front
shes also the vice chairman of her CCA
if you touch her shell go hooray

Li Chin is the smiling one, never once does she grunt
she likes to laugh, all for nothing
but if shes angry there must be something
shes one of the happiest among us
so having her is a must

Finally there's yasmine, oh shes so mean
shes the one with the shoulder you can lean
although it might be pain, theres something to gain
shell be there for you even when insane

the 9 of us are hyper, crappy and insane
when we're together we'll take over the whole lane
although the fights, our friendship never ends
thats why we're in this clan called 9irlfriends.

5:53 PM

Sunday, July 30, 2006

random questions again.. boredom. anyway, PLEASE SCROLL DOWN FOR PRETTY PICTURES! and a post. -.-

1) Who is the first person on your recentcalls list?
- shermaine.
2) What kind of shampoo do you use?
- pantene. haha. don't try to copy okay..
3) What song do you hear right now?
- everybody's fool - evanescence.
4) If you could drink anything right this second,what would it be?
- tehpeng.
5) Does anything hurt on your body right now?
- hm, no? for the first time.. wow.
6) If someone you hated died, would youlaugh and piss on their grave?
- never, im not that evil.
7)What color shirt are you wearing?
- whiteeeee.
8) What size ring do you wear?
- im not sure?
9)Do you own a crush right now?Who?
- well, yeah.. orlando bloom. lol.
10) Are you bored?
- well, duh..
11) What was your uh?elementary schools mascot?
- er, the lolly looking twins? i think..
12) What's your favorite bottled water?
- POKKA GREEN TEA! omgomgomg. it's orgasmic.
13) What's the next concert/show you're going to and when?
- i have no idea. but im looking forward to any.
14) What were you doing at 9 pm last night?
- emo-ing in my room.
15) What's your favorite Starbucks drink?
- OMG, mocha javachips frap!!!!
16) Do you exercise as much as you should?
-i think.. ok, no. grr.
17) Did you attend your High School prom?
- i would if there was one!
18) Did you go to someone else's prom?
- nope.
19) Would you give your bf/gf a second chance if they cheated on you?
-never. why should i?

Name something within 5 ft. of you...
// how far is that. er, the monitor? haha.
How long can you hold your breathunderwater?
// dont know..
What is your favorite ice cream flavor?
// hm. cookies and cream? choc.
Your nails were last painted?
// er, my currently blackish red ones were abt a week ago..
How much Japanese do you know?
// as little as.. my terrapin?
Do you look good in yellow?
// i think..
Do you sing?
// yes, pretty well, i must say. hehe.
Ever sang in front of a crowd?
// yeah, for church during the christmas event.
Do you dance?
// does ballet count?
Do you want to get married?
// yupp.
What age do u want kids?
// 25? not too old.
how many kids?
// either one to dote on or many. lol.
What was the name of your first teacher?
// er, no idea.
Name something memorable from the past week?
//i was sick. -.-

10:25 PM

9:49 PM

yesterday was luciana's bday. didn't have the mood to come online so i couldn't wish her a nice happy bday here. but i spent my whole saturday with her so she should be happy. woke up at 10am. went online for awhile to pass time by. then at 12, luci still hasn't called me to i started to worry abit. cos she said we were going out at 12. so i tried calling her but she didn't pick. then i called jill and jill was also trying to contact her. we came to a conclusion she was still sleeping like a pig. we continued and she switched off her phone. shheesssh. i thought she was officially missing on her bday. haha.

then finally at around 1pm she called all of us. (me,jill,sasa) met jill,luci,yilei at around 2.30. headed to cineleisure. we actually wanted to watch the lakehouse but in the end we decided to spend our time gossiping and eating and walking around instead. so we went to eat at suki ramen. talked and gossiped alot. walked around abit. jill bought lingerie. lol. then went to take neos. haha. damn pretty. shall upload later. then we walked all the way to fish and co at wheelock to meet the guys and sasa plus apr. ate and mervyn pissed the hell out of me. i shouted at him, in the restaurant. so unglam, but who cares. he irritated me so much. arg. i left early to meet dy they all at simpang. was in the train alrdy when he said they all were leaving soon so i went home. sorry luci.. anyway. happy bday girl. i hope you had fun, even though it wasn't well planned. and i hope you liked the presents we gave you!

today. woke up for cat class. super duper late. rushed down and was half and hour late. talked about how love is. and what love is. then i went home for lunch. slept, i don't know why im so tired these days, until arnd 4 then my dad asked me to get ready to go to mount vernon. went there, blablabla. then church. dinner, home. -.- boring sunday.

i've decided to reply tags here. cos there are too many.
rin; yes, you are pinchable! and im not that dumb like you to get hit in the head, that's why it's fun for me! dumbass..
aldie; i rock more. and your tag sucks. =x
sj; yeah.. that day i actually wanted to take pic or video using my phone. but then not allowed to bring. cfm kena if got pic or vid. so can't.
riko; he was nice last time okay.. he's a good tcher. only he likes to abuse his authority. that's the bad point about him.
nad; i do appreciate him.. it's just that he's too much sometimes. and mr leonard said my class is doing softball next week.
rin; no.. my class did softball last term alrdy. we're gonna do it again. AHHA. yea, i'd rather have yip that mrs tan. OMFG. i will kill her.
riko; omfg. what experience you have.. so what if in school longer then us. haha. i hate ms tan. cos of what she did to me that time in 3C. thats all.
mar; how'd you know my blog? haha. yeah, im sure you will be able to do that. but! until then we've all gotta suffer in silence, until justice is served. sheesh, sounds so comic. -.-
rin; agreed, may hong is a good tcher. but some bad points too. so i guess no one's perfect luh.

8:51 PM

Friday, July 28, 2006

i just got home. i guess many many people now know about my blog entry about mr yip. but i really don't care. anyway, all the better. cos then people will know. i forgot to mention that he made me bow also. he wanted me to do it the same way as boo did, but i was bloody angry with him. so i just did it like halfway and he shouted in my face. with his stupid red face. he thinks he can threaten us all by his shouting and pointing but really, he's such a hypocrite. (shall explain why later).

oh, i forgot to mention why he made me bow to the class. you see, when he was shouting at boo, some sec4 NA people were walking past our class, innocently wanting a drink from the water cooler next to our class. when they walked by, they all shouted 'yip'. as you all know, i can't control my laughter for nuts so i laughed. then mr yip saw me laughing and he was OFFENDED. so he made me apologise to the whole class by bowing. seriously, whats wrong with laughing? is it a crime? who even said i was laughing at him? crazy man. then after that, during our CME period, he came in again and made the whole class stand for almost close to 2 hours.

during that time, once again some students walked past our class and shouted. and i was just biting my lips, already fed up with the previous punishment i had to do. he in turn, had to accuse me of trying to supress my laughter. i was like so pissed off, the worst part is he shouted at me again and told me not to laugh! i wanted to defend myself so i answered him back and he said i was being defiant and untruthful. then i told him, im telling the truth and if he wants me to prove that im untruthful then i shall tell him: yes im laughing. so lame. i was seriously, fuming. he was bloody hell picking on me. then when he lost the argument and did not know what to say anymore, ms hoori came in to tell our class about the compo. so he took that opportunity to be sidetracked and after she was done, he plainly forgot about the whole incident. sheesh.

the reason why he's a hypocrite, today, mdm koh came into our class during maths period or rather halfway during sec3's elective geography period. mr yip was being a total hypocrite! he was acting as if he's the 'nicest' tcher on earth. smiling and joking with us. so fake please. mdm koh said she wanted to experiment on our class the learning speed of the students. she made us do some activities on trigo ratios. kinda cool. haha.

anyway. school was tiring, yet again.. PE was badminton again. i hope we get to do softball next week! i loveeee softball. hehe. literature was fun, as usual. i love lit too. maths was, fake? 135 idioms retest was badddd. then went to tampines mall with adam, boo, mervyn, nadiah, hao jie, finn, asri. ate ljs then walked around, shopping! haha. starbucks, then home. mervyn was irritating as usual.

im proud of myself. LONG POST! yeeeeaaaaayy. :DD

7:04 PM

Thursday, July 27, 2006

hi. im finally back to blog. haven't been blogging for damn long. didn't have the mood. school has been a drag. esp with mr yip (he's a bitch). and i've been sick with sorethroat, flu, blocknose. added to all this, those bitches can't seem to make up their minds whether it's settled or not. i think they all are deranged, almost everyone agrees.

today, my whole class almost went to complain to mdm koh about mr yip. he assaulted boo. he poked boo in the chest, hard, twice. and shouted in his face. plus, he made boo BOW down ninety degrees just to apologise. when boo failed to do so, he pushed boo's back downwards and made him stay there. that's assault, and humiliation. we ended at 1.20 today. but he kept us back till 2.30 then me and zakiah 'escaped'. these few days have sucked to the core. anyway. continue the tags. lovelove :D

p.s i have to watch a movie like asap. i feel so deprived. i wanna watch pirates of the carribean and the lake house. ARG.

7:58 PM

Monday, July 24, 2006

im home early today. had nowhere to go. haha. for the first time. actually myn, nad, lc went to watch pirates of the carribean. i wanted to go, BUT. they wanted to watch at princess and i had maths lesson. so i decided to be good and go for maths. even though i was alrdy like 30mins late. mr yip was being an irritant, as usual. it's like we gotta stay back everyday for at least 30mins. what an ass. -.- and my whole class actually said that they all were'nt going to stay back. but when i went up, like THE WHOLE CLASS WAS THERE. liars and cowards. sheesh. today was a damn crappy day. every monday seem damn crappy and a total waste of time going to school. cos i only got mass run, maths, chinese. -.- how lame. last time at least fridays seem fun. haha. boring monday.. -.-

4:29 PM

Saturday, July 22, 2006

oh my.. we have yet another person coming to my oh-so-famous blog to tag about 'staring incidents'? aha. i dont even think you're from 5B or even bds right? so what are you doing here at MY blog? scolding profanities on MY tagboard. dont come here and say cb or whatever la ok. only me or my friends, i know well, can scold profanities on my blog. if you dont fit under that category, just fuck off and live your own life. and, get your facts right before coming here and saying that i stared and cuay tai ji. when i didnt. also, you're not even from bds, according to the school yearbk, so how can you say that it hurts your heart and all that crap? haha. anyway, he doesnt even care if it does. so fuck off. if you're really telling the truth that it hurt your heart, means that you know dy well and you're from our school. that also proves that you are not jaslina and you're just using some name so that you wont seem so loser-ish by tagging anonymously. thats worse, cos you might get someone else in trouble. get a life. do something productive. :D

3:25 PM

okay. as you all can see, i changed my blogskin. comment please. im so nice. you all complained it as difficult and 'mah fun' to navigate, so i changed it. BE HAPPY. and tag more. hahahaa. right.. okay. anyway. main purpose is cos i wanna blog about what happened today when me and nad saw mervyn and boo at PARKWAY. okay, so as usual, mervyn was in a debate with me, trust me he sucked at it and i of course won, and guess what?! we were crossing the road at parkway from the shopping centre to macdonalds.. and as usual, there is always a pole at the traffic light right? and we were talking about the new pie club replacing gelare. and boo and mervyn were so excited over it. and guess what?
MERVYN ACTUALLY WALKED INTO THE POLE. AND YES, IT HIT HIS DICK OR WHATEVER HE HAS UNDER THERE, HARD.
hahahahahaha. i nearly died laughing!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg. what dumb friend i got. -.- okay, mission acomplished. bye. :DD

12:18 AM

Friday, July 21, 2006

i shall blog since i feel like it. FINALLY. -.- im tired. and bored. and my phone MIGHT get confiscated by my parents. cos they claim they alrdy gave me many chances for my exceeding phone bill and i still exceeded. so yea, they're gonna take action. by confiscating. HOW IRRITATING..

today is friday. super boring and somehow bad day. first of all, luciana called me in the morning and told me she's not going to school cos she woke up late. then i was rushing to the mrt station cos i woke up late too. made it for the usual 650 train, didnt see aldie at eunos.. walked to school halfway by myself, then saw yasmine and nadiah. chinese first lesson. boring? sleepyyyy. the PE. badminton as usual. kinda boring me alrdy. i cant wait for softball again! its injury prone but SO SO SO fun. hehe. er, lit was kinda boring. then mr yip. omfg. i swear, i can like DIE. he made us stay back again. as usual. -.- oh, i bought 1dollar young hearts panty. kinda nice. hehe.

BYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBEYBEYBYEBYEBYEBYEBYE. so tired. -.-

10:50 PM

Thursday, July 20, 2006

OHYAH.

GAYLE IS OUT?!!!! how can this be. its so depressing. arg. im so not gonna watch spore idol anymore. suckers. )=

anyway. the perfect picture. :D

*before someone complains.* =x

9:58 PM

everyone tells me to change my blogskin, cos its very 'mah fun' to navigate.. LAZY BUMS! =x hahaha. im gonna change it soon.. when i have the time, and when i dont feel so tired. :D the last time i blogged was on monday. and today's thursday. OMG. im so unfaithful.. haha. so updates!

tuesday;;
er. cant remember much? shit. okay. i know i had art after school, then i went home?

wednesday;;
racial harmony day! woke up at like 530! apr called me. then i was so stoned.. but rushed down to simei for nad's mum to fetch us to sasa's house. jingying, apr, luci were alrdy there. we were getting ready in a hurry. afraid that we would be late. left sasa's house at like 720.. kinda late! so we rushed to school like idiots. hahaha. we were kinda 'outstanding' cos we were in a group. so paiseh. blablabla. lessons. after school, took many many pics. blablabla. then went to dy's house to watch the longest yard. home.

today;;
SO TIRED. and i woke up with a red left eye. -.- how terrible. blablabla. lessons. chem test. vocab test. debate. after school went to simpang with apr, sasa, izaidah, ros, nad, lc, fatin, myn. blablabla. then physics. so toned the whole day. -.- terrible day. bad hair day also. ARG.

im done. i think the post sucks. anyway. scroll down for racial harmony photos!~

9:26 PM

8:42 PM

Monday, July 17, 2006

i shld probably update my dying blog.. haha. havent updated for 3 days. including today. sorraaay. too lazy. okay..

saturday;;
woke up when luciana called me. lazed around till 2 then got ready for church. class was alright. kinda boring. then headed to esplanade for BAYBEATS 2006! i was excited. but we were like outcasts. we didn't dress right.. haha. me, sasa, nad, luci. met with nick, beng, acap. sat for one performance and we were bored. i wanted to watch a vacant affair but they didnt want to. so we ended up walking around. decided to head to town. nad went to join yasmine, khai plus some other ppl. me, luci, sasa headed to taka. ate at ajisen ramen. damn nice. then walked around till around 1030. luci went to meet her friend while me and sasa went back to esplanade to meet mels, joy, apr, wan. slacked and walked around abit. then went home at 1130.

sunday;;
woke up supposedly to go for early service but no one else woke up so i went back to sleep. slept till 12. then watched tv abit. headed to raffles city with mum. walked around. the marketplace has many new shops. like billabong and animal (another surf brand from UK) and so many coffee joints. we ate at the soup spoon. the soup was great but the chicken tikka wrap was sucky. mum bought a brooch from the metropolitan museum of art. i loved this nice nice necklace over there. im crazy about it. ITS SO NICE. arg. shall try to post a pic of it later. then we headed for church at siglap. blablabla. then dinner. home. watched harold and kumar gowes to white castle with mum and dad. its so lame and porn-like. i think.

today;;
woke up late for school. at 720. so i didn't see the point of rushing all the way down and end up getting like 2 hours of detention and black marked by ms abraham. so i slept till 12. then went online till now. going to meet the girls at simpang for lunch then head to sasa's haouse for some dressup? haha. planning to watch a dvd - not another teen movie. try on our racial harmony costumes, as well as play with make up. heehehe. BYEBYE!

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"Ubi Amor Ibi Fides" A sign of both Christian piety and earthly love, this pendant's double-sided inscription translates as "where there is love, there is faith." The Italian original, on which our pendant is based, dates back to the 16th century. Produced in cooperation with the Victoria and Albert Museum, London.

1:32 PM

Name 20 ppl you can think of right now at the top of yr head.Dont read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 20 ppl.ok tag at least 5 ppl..Ready? Start!

1. daiyu
2. nadiah
3. april
4. shamyn
5. ros
6. fatin
7. yasmine
8. zakiah
9. li chin
10. clarissa
11. luciana
12. jill
13. shijie
14. yixiang
15. aldie
16. joe
17. joy
18. melissa
19. boo
20. shahrin

1. How did you meet 14?
thru daiyu.

2. What would you do if you've never met 1?
hm, i'll not be who i am now. and i'll be single. lol.

3. What would you do if 20 and 9 dated?
OMFG. cool man. haha.

4. Did you ever like 19?
as a bf, never. as a friend, yupp.

5. Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
lesbianism.

6. Describe 3.
a whiny, little girl.

7. Do you think 8 is attractive?
err. i think so? =x

8. Tell me something about 7.
hm, she's a punk rocker? i think..

9. Do you know any of 12's family?
err, her sister? jane.

10. What's 8's favourite?
hmm. orange and brown. haha.

11. What would you do if 18 just confessed he/she likes you?
oooo.. it'll be kinda cool actually. haahha.

12. What language does 15 speak?
a weird language that no one will ever understand. haha.

13. Who is 9 going out with?
no one. *me actually. =x

14. How old is 16 now?
17 this year. he doesn't act like one.

15. When's the last time you talked to 13?
er, friday? in school.

16. What is 2's favourite band/singer?
HAHAHA. *secret.

17. Would you ever date 4?
nah, i dont think so. she's a bitch. hehe.

18. Would you ever date 7?
nope. haha.

19. Is 15 single?
yupp, he shld stay single.

20. What is 10's last name?
TAN.

21. Would you ever be in a serious relationship with 11?
never, but she wants me.. i knw it. hehe.

22. What school does 3 go to?
Bds.

23. Where does 6 live?
somewhere in between kembangan and bedok i think.

24. What's your fav thing about 5?
her laughter. HAHA. infectious.

25. Have you seen number 1 naked?
NOPE. -.-

1:11 PM

1) What is the phone brand?
motorola itunes rokr.

2) What's the last 3 digit of your hp number?
565

3) What does the 2nd message in your inbox say?
hey girl u home yet? i just got back. did your parents say anything?

4) Who's the first person who comes up under the letter M?
madeliene

5) Who's the last person you rang?
luciana.

6) Who was your last missed call from?
daiyu.

7) Who's the 2nd person who comes up under D?
daiyu.

8) What does the last message in your inbox say?
later i tell them. i dont know who else going to her house.

9)Who comes up under J?
jais
jason
jean
jennifer
jenny
jia wen
jill
ms joanne lee
joe
johnboy
joseph
joy
joyce
julie
jun peng
jun rong

10) Go to your Sent Items - what does the 10th message say?
yeah. shld be if my dad let me get out of the house. haha. erm. baybeats was kinda boring la.

11) Who's the 4th person who comes up under S?
shamyn; GFS

12) How many messages are currently in your inbox?
12

13) What do you have as your background?
fox tube photos.

14) Who's the 2nd person who comes up under R?
rimiko

15) Who do you have on speed dial 3?
none.

16) Who's the first person who comes up under C?
casslyn.

17) How many bars of signal do you currently have?
5

18) What do you have as your main ringtone?
the hello moto shit. -.-

19) List the last 10 names under C.
clarissa
clarence
chun fui
chee sim
casslyn
calista
(thats all i have under C)

20) How many pictures do you have in your phone?
filled to the brim with a 512MB memory card. haha.

12:57 PM

Friday, July 14, 2006

HAPPY FIFTH MONTH. - i love you.

One heartbreak
Two eyes crying
Three words never said again
Four hands that won't be held
Five mornings I'll pass him in the halls
Six love notes, ripped & torn
Seven days a week you'll think of him
Eight sad songs a night before bed
Nine wishes that never came true
Ten years before he realizes you were the one

kinda true right.. thought it was nice. thats why i posted it. byebye.

9:36 PM

i feel damn fucked up also. what do you think i'll think when the previous night you were not in the mood, and never msg me the next morning, and when this kinda things happen, you suddenly msg me asking what happened. what did you think i'll say? of course i'll think that that's what you wanted to know. if not for that happening, would you even have msged me? i don't know.. i didn't know that it was a turning point for you. i tried, i really did. i tried to make you feel better. but you stabbed it back at me and said, 'if you dont have the patience, you dont have to'. i didn't mean anything like i don't have the patience. i was hurt when you said that. it was as if you meant nothing to me at all. which isn't true. you know you mean the world to me. i tried yet again after your lesson, but you still felt so upset. that's when i gave up trying. i was lost, i didn't know what else to say anymore. as for the quiz thing, i alrdy told you it was a mistake. i didn't mean to. i was too upset to think straight. don't you know me well, i don't know what im doing when im feeling like fuck. i can't think, and i'll do anything and everything that is wrong and which i will regret. many things happened in my life, i wish not to happen. but i can't turn back time. erase all the bad things and keep the good? that's not life. life is full of ups and downs, it's how you overcome it that makes you a stronger and better person. right now, im trying to give you space. because i feel that ignoring it is the best solution now. i can't think of anything else to try to explain myself to you. i can't seem to get the right words out. i can't seem to give my best to solve this. i feel so fed up and wasted. i feel like, no matter what i do, it just wouldn't be good enough or right. im lost. and confused. these few times, i've been trying my best to be the perfect girlfriend. im trying to let you live the life you enjoy. let you be 'free' and not tangled or pulled down by me. i don't wanna make you be a person that you're not in front of me, just to make me happy. cos that would be like living a lie. i've been trying my best, i don't talk much about whatever you do nowadays. it's because i want you to be happy. what i don't understand is each time we argue, it will be when it's during our supposedly happy times. i really don't know why. and for me, i know that in whatever i do, my priorities are you first. no matter what. i had planned so much for this, but i didn't know how to tell it to you. i wanted things to work out right. but i guess you have your own life which you prefer. please help me to understand, someone.

7:44 PM

Thursday, July 13, 2006

Favourite Colour: Lime Green, White, Black, Hot Pink.
Favourite Food: I really don't know..
Favourite Song: right now, Kelly Clarkson - Beautiful Disaster.
Favourite Movie: No idea man..
Favourite Day of the Week: Friday, Saturday.
Favourite Season: There's only one season here.
Favourite Ice Cream: Ben & Jerry's

Current Mood: No idea.
Current Taste: Water.
Current Clothes: Chaingay Shirt and Spongebob Boxers.
Current Toe nail Colour: Colourless, GONNA PAINT SOON!
Current Time: 7.47pm
Current Surroundings: Dining Hall.
Current Annoyances: Baybeats 2006.
Current Thoughts: Baybeats 2006.

First BestFriend : I have no idea.. Shermaine?
First Crush: Daniel. =x
First Movie : Barney & Friends?
First Lie: No idea.
First Music: The lemon tree song artist. haha.

Last Cigarette: err, last month.
Last Drink: Water.
Last Car Ride: Yesterday.
Last Crush: NIL.
Last Movie: Pirates Of The Carribean - Curse Of The Black Pearl.
Last Phone Call: Daiyu.
Last CD played: Wow. CD, that would be loong ago.

Have you ever dated one of your best friend: nope.
Have you ever broken the law: guess so..
Have you ever been arrested: nope.
Have you ever skinny-dipped: nope.
Have you ever been on TV: yeah.
Have you ever kissed someone you dont know: nope.

5 things you are wearing: boxers, shirt, undies?
4 things you done today: study, eat, laugh, talk.
3 things you can hear right now: NOTHING. the fan? and the typing. -.-
1 thing you do when you are bored: stone.

7:44 PM

okay, the dumb stove couldnt start fire. tsk. i think it doesnt like me, cos it only does that to me. whatever it is.. i think mum is in a good mood. like finally. ((: i just hope the sister doesnt come and spoil it before i can pop the question. which is.. MONEY TO BUY CONVERSE KICKS..! sheesh, im broke okay.. so shut up if you're rich. i've no money anymore. seriously, i don't know how i can even live through today. -.-

didnt blog yesterday. didn't have the mood. mum was in a bad mood. no idea why. but it was just with only me. with my dad and sis, she's alright (miraculously). sister's bday yesterday. dad bought cake. and longans for her. i was too tired, or too emo to even do anything or say anything. school was fine. after school, me apr sasa nad went to TM. to buy the fox stuff. so i finally bought the tube and slippers. then we walked around, blablabla. then i went to dy's house to slack while waiting for chinhan and aldie to come. when they came, we played o2jam couple room. hahaha. fucking fun please. i wanna play again. hahaha. and im finally lvl 12, aldie helped me lvl up. =x haha. played o2jam till around 9 then we were ready to go simpang for dinner. but it was too late for me, so i went home instead. mum was pissed off at me for buying the tube, and didnt want to give me money. seriously, WTFFFFF. who cares. but i do actually. i need cash. hahahaha.

today....... school was, OKAY.. sj was irritating. i was pissed off after recess, some incident. fucked up la. but im gonna resolve it. im not gonna stoop down as low as you. cos i think its childish. i dont think that you've got any reason to do that. maybe it is, after what someone said, a misunderstanding. so, im gonna talk to you, somehow. ok, whatever it is.. i swear, i was so angry that i was ready to wack anyone. i was practically fuming so much so that i couldnt breathe properly. retarded, but true. hmm. then mr yip was being screwed. so we had to stay back after school. when me and zak were finally released, the rest had alrdy gone to siglap. so me and her went to simpang by ourselves. ate, physics was kinda fun. i think i like physics now.. hehe. and i promised myself to study. everyday. to do my homework regularly. hehe. im gonna do well for my end of years. I DONT CARE. im gonna try at least.

anyway. dinner. bye.

6:50 PM

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

i didnt blog yesterday. didnt even come online anyway. haha. felt kinda weird. i came home late you see, and got nagged and scolded by my parents. so i went into my room to emo awhile. and ended up doing maths and lit hw. hehe. how good. anyway. ytd.. monday. didnt have lessons after school. so the NPCC ppl had to go do their stuffs and all. and blablabla. so left with me nad apr. apr was tired cos she watched world cup and stayed up the whole night. (pure dumbness) so she was being kind of naggy. haha. in the end me and nad chatted with joe and bullu for awhile. then they PANGSEHED us and we went to TAMPINES MALL. whee. cut things short. neos, banquet, popular, times, fox. thats all. then we went home cos we were tired and my bag was heavy. went to meet dy and aldie at simpang then home, LATE. haha.

today;; woke up with a swollen ankle again. i SWEAR im never wearing that stupid slippers again. never ever ever. everytime i wear it, i will get the swollen ankle the next day. wtff. so i ws limping the whole day in schl. damn idiotic please. recess with jill and luci. blablabla. slept during SS. gossiped thru eng and maths. haha. stupid SJ. then after school had art till like 630.. so tiring. we did slabwork for ceremics. i did the colourful bowl. i think its nice. haha. then dady picked me up at tanah merah. dinner and now im having a bloody swollen ankle. WTFFFFFFF.

9:20 PM

i know its kinda long.. but yeah. just read it. kinda cool.. not everything is true.. haha. the bold is true. and the rest are kind of not really very true. haha. wth.. anyway. these kinda things make me actually realise some things that i dont even know myself. :D

She will be similar to Leo woman in appearance. A slim woman who walks with confident and proud. She has an egg shape facial structure, high and round forehead. She likes to look straight as if she is searching. She is not a pretentious type and will always say what she thinks. You will see Virgo woman walks fast. She will try her best to be perfect, to look perfect and to feel perfect even though there is no such perfection. She is very delicate of what and how she dress. She is bright and easily despair with obstacles. She likes smart guy who will be compatible with her, so if you are a rich dumb guy, you can forget about her right now. She is not a very possessive or jealous person for she expect respect from her love one. She does not like a part time lover, or a temporary mate. If she finds her dream man, she will not go away. If she does not like you, she will always keep a certain distant. Act proper and appropriate is her discipline. She does not like and can not stand bad languages, cursing words or phrase. She likes a gentleman who open the doors for her. She wants to feel protected and when a man taking care of her, she will feel like a complete woman. She memorizes everything about other people and about herself very well. She can really keep secret, you can trust her on this. She likes a refreshing and a mild scent. She is very delicate in maintaining her beauty, so you could see she is seriously picking soap which match and most suit her skin. Do not comments her on this very picky habits, it is her happiness in working full times as a self beautifier. She is not an innocent angle for sometimes she can be as tough as steel. Even she easily despair, she is not the type to cry over it. She is a shy type, so making speech in front of the room can make her nervous even she walks and talks confidently.She only search for true love , not just any love. Her love is an ideal one. She likes to think no one is neater and as effective as her, which can irritate you sometimes for there is no such thing. She likes sweet talk, but she can slip and say something unpredictable and unbearable to you too. When she stops getting mad, she will totally forget what she just said and be an angle again. If you have a date with her , you'd better be there on time. Flowers and sweet word can calm her down. If you want to say sorry , make it brief and straight forward. Do not drag your apologetic words into a long making it up events, it could lead you to another world war. She likes her man to dress nice and clean. She is good in details especially with money. Do not make she thinks that she is a clown or funny. In the beginning of knowing her, please try not to glance at other pretty woman so much. Early period of dating her, try not to hold her so much in public, it would not be a proper thing to do. She loves books, stage play and music and likes to criticize about them too. Criticism woman is her icon including big and small things in life starting from your hair, your dress , and the way you talk. If you are in love with her, be as almost perfect as your can.

9:00 PM

Sunday, July 09, 2006

woke up early for church, mass. it was raning heavily. so we kinda got stuck in church for awhile.. after that we (family) drove to red star dimsum place at havelock road. then this crazy fucking youngster guy. stupid mummy's boy..

you see, my dad was waiting for a carpark space at a multi storey carpark. we waited for like less then 10mins and some guy came to retrieve his car to go off. so, obviously, thats our spot right? our car was right in front of the lot, waiting, with hazard lights on. and this fucking black toyota camry came speeding down from the upper level and stopped next to my dad's car. like WTF? and the driver, the young guy started horning like nobody's buisness. and his mum, sitting next to him, starting pointing and shaking her head. i was like, WTF?! and stared hard at them.. then, my dad couldn't care less, so he just started reversing into the lot. then the mother suddenly stormed out of the ugly black car, and knocked on my dad's window. she buay pai seh sia! in the wrong still dare come out knock! fucking old hag.. so my dad wind down his window, and she started screaming. and all four of us shout back at her. AHHAHAHAH. what a loser.. and all the mummy's boy could do was shake his head in the car. seriously, what losers. and after all the commotion that mother hag caused, she just walked away. HAHA. she caouldn't do anything what.. losers. ohyeah, they claim its their's cos they saw it when the were going up to the upper floor thats why they quickly came down. like, are you dumb or what?! and she said she didnt see us waiting. wtf. stupid old hag..

in the end, we didnt eat at red star. cos it was crowded with a queue from 2 storeys of stairs. so yeah. but at least that guy didnt get to have the carpark space. hahaha. so we headed to raffles city for prego. but there was a queue also, so we went to eat at out of the pan. the food was great. headed to ikea for a while. then home.

as promised, the photos. :D

10:22 PM

decided not to blog since yesterday.

BUT.

decided to blog now.

so be happy okay..

yesterday;;

fridayy.. er. school sucked. PE was the only thing i enjoyed. ms poh scolded us. cos she marked our 135chenyu (sounds like some gang pls) test and most of us failed. WHAT SHE EXPECT SIA. -.- my class is like, the worse MT class i think.. ah, what a bitch.. whatever luhhhh. then we had to have some emergency assembly. cos of some zinc bags. yeah, you prolly read abt zinc bags alot in bdsian's blogs.. and i bet my class was the only class that had to stay back for freaking lessons. my class was so pek can! esp me. mr yip made us stay back till like 1.10pm when some had POA at 1.20. i pity them.. how they eat lunch? if i were them, i'll die. i can't skip meals, i'll die.. really.. then after that, ms hoori also wanted us to stay back to do our essays. i was like wtfing all the way. ridiculous please. sheesh. stayed back in school with clarissa and nadiah. haha. fun fun fun. NCC POP. so cool. then then then then.. simpang. yeah. thats all.

today;;

had CIP - flag day in the morning. me jill luci were late. it was tiring and boring. my tin was just filled at the base. no higher then the base. HAHA. who cares. then we went to have lunch at the foodcourt. and walked around. OH. and we tried on PRETTY TUBES AT FOX. oh.my.gosh. so nice laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. im crazy over it. shall upload the photos and post them later. hehehe. im so gonna buy it. - when i got money.. thats my biggg problem. arg. i want cash. NOW. -.- right. okay. then i rushed back home. heard mum arguing with someone on the phone over some stupid mundane stuff. then rushed back to tamp for cat class. then went to meet mum and van at parkway. blablabla. bad stuff. fucked up. oh. i did some maths hw. cool.

thats all. be grateful. pics in the next post okay..

EDIT}
sorrayyyy! blogger's being a fuckin bitch. so i cant seem to upload the dumb photos. i will try again tomorrow! sorry. i never cheat your feelings.. haha. :DD

12:06 AM

Friday, July 07, 2006

Woke up today thinking of you

Another night that I made my way through

So many dreams still left in my mind

But they can never come true

I press rewind and remember when

I close my eyes and I'm with you again

But in the end I can still feel the pain,

Every time I hear your name

The sun won't shine since you went away

Seems like the rain's falling every day

There's just one heart, where there once was two

But that's the way it's gotta be,'til I get over you

Walked through the park, in the evening air

I heard a voice and I thought you were there

I run away but I just can't escape

Memories of you everywhere

They say that time will dry the tears

But true love burns for a thousand years

Give my tomorrows for one yesterday

Just to know that I could have you here

When will this river of tears stop fallin'

Where can I run so I won't feel alone

Can't walk away when the pain keeps callin'

I've just gotta take it from here on my own

But it's so hard to let go

9:34 PM

Thursday, July 06, 2006

since i have the mood to blog, i shall blog now. today, i bathed again in the morning. but didnt see aldie in the train. haha. so i walked to school slowly.. by myself. what a loner please.. -.- but nvm, thank god, today was a cool day. so i didnt pespire much! then it rained! yay, i was soooo happy. hahahaha. had the stupid CNA thing. i think it ssuper dumb. its just like to inform us of the news. stupid please. and i hope bds builds and aircon hall. it will be the best thing the school has ever done.

first period was maths, mr yip changed our places again. cos he said tchers complained that we were noisier. kinda true. its like 4 ppl cfm talk what.. haha. so now, im sitting with CHEONG SHI JIE. best part, im under a fan. yay! haha. i hate pespiring. cos i will get heat rash. haha. so dumb. mummy say i will outgrow it. hehe. anyway. er. yeah. maths. was sooo sleepy. cos it was so cold. so nice. hehe. after maths was chem. usual, me joy ros went kinda high. and irritated each other. haha. stupid video of joy being a scientist also.. then had recess. 21 classes. i swear, the school's time tabling sucks. i prefer when ms neo did it.. )= then maths again, did some ws and quiz. so dumb.. then after that was english, was so tired again. oh! i finished my reading tasks and 8 newspaper articles! yay. im so proud of myself. hehe. then maths again. then CME. watched a super old video. school end. slacked waited for the rest then went to simpang for lunch. oh, chermain and hidayah was at the bus stop! how nice.. they kept staring, as usual.. err. back to school for science classes. physics was BORING. i fell asleep and ms chia made me do a question.. but, i knew how to do it. hehe. im smart. (: joy, was irritating. and she cried, cos i went up late for lesson. haha. how cute.. after lesson, we all were high. esp fatin. she was like acting like a cat, and yas was her owner.. how dumb. kept laughing like mad. hahaha. and now, im home. took train with finn. haha. I BLOGGED!

oh. im gonna change blogskin. yay..

7:18 PM

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

okay.. i decided to blog properly. seeing everyone's nice neat blogs. hahaha. okay. today. i came back to school.. and i bathed in the morning! haha. finally managed to take the same train as that aldrich tham. he told me he didnt sleep at all cos he was watching 20 ppl chasing 1 ball on tv (aka soccer). how lame. -.- id rather have my beauty sleep. haha. ms abraham didnt come again today. and i was somewhat early, i think.. i kinda forgot what aldie told me abt soccer. er. all i know is ITALY is in? haha. i rmbr cos i have the bag. whatever la. i got foresight. i can foreshadow. loooool.

anyway. lessons. PG - we got new seats! so now, me sj zak hitler sits at the back in a secluded area where we can talk and copy tests. HOW COOOOOL! ah. mryip, so cute. haha. phy - i paid attention. im proud of that. but joy was irritating, as usual. lalala. chem - fun fun fun. i love ms chan. she's so nice. haha. we did experiments. and well, slacked and took ugly videos of joy. recess - nasi lemak dayyyyy. ate, drank, crapped, laughed, talked.. blabla. english - kinda fun, we didnt pay attention. and i was singing out of tune, i donno why though.. normally, IM IN TUNE. sweet sweet voice of mine. heheheh. maths - test, copy. ASSEMBLY - boring. fan, hot, toilet. after school - slack in canteen till like 4pm. then me and apr went to eat at simei. and i became ahlian. all her fault.

i like my update. COOOL. like me. byebyebyebyebyebyebye. i go watch s'pore idol.. PAUL&JOAKIM. wheeeeee..

8:31 PM

okay.. i feel so lianish today.. its all apr's fault. she made me lianish.. blame her.. anyway. im so bored. and so tired. and so irritated. and so itchy. and so whatever. okay. BYBYE.

7:48 PM

"what's make me sick is this group of sluts. they are only 15 but bloody hell they think they know the world well. its ok i pray hard they be approached and bash up! try to mess with my life? i mess yours first!"
extracted from SOMEONE's BLOG. okay, first of all.. you are a bloody coward. you dare blog about us, but dont even dare LOOK at us when we look at you. PUHLESE man. ohmygosh. what a loser.. secondly, we didnt even do anything to mess your life. its ALREADY messed up. and who was the one who started making comments down the hallway? saying that i viewed your friendster profile?! you didnt bloody put it as first degree, and anyone can view it. wanna blame someone? blame yourself. thirdly, not all of us are 15 yet. HAHAHAHAH. stupid.. fourthly, dont need to pray we get bashed, come and bash us up YOURSELF. or better still, come and bash ME. come la. see who will win.. :D

7:39 PM

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

i donno what to blog. okay.. today i had my menses. it sucks. be thankful that you're a guy okay.. er.. then no one had any pad or what. no pink pill also. so i was like in terrible terrible pain. i felt like i was dying or soemthing.. before recess.. still okay, can tahan. then after recess.. i bth ald. LIKE KNN FCUKING PAINFUL. so yeah. i was dying. english lesson esp.. i was like putting my head on the table. and tears coming out. cant find a nice spot to lie on, not to feel the pain.. then ms hoori took so long to get out of class. so i couldnt call my MUMMY. )= practically suffering can. then mr yip came in, and THANK GOD, my mum was smart enough to call school. ohmygosh. then i couldnt stand it, and i cried. in class. like really cry. and sob. -.- damn drama please. but who cares. then i went down to the office. stupid clerk. i donno why la. but i was super irritated. i couldnt like even stand properly.. DAMN PATHETIC PLS. went home, bathe, took the pill, and slept till like 6pm. SHIOK. haha. but i skipped the art excursion. and i heard we have to like take photos, and if we dont we'll get ZERO. and im panicking. ARG. i got alot of hw please.. )=

okay, thats all. update tmrw or whatever. BYEBYE.

11:09 PM

Monday, July 03, 2006

9:19 PM

woke up early. at around ten when apr called. she said she was gonna get ready to head to my house. so i woke up and went online. with morning breath. hehe. was too lazy to brush teeth. and so tired. they all finally came at around 12? waiting around for each other.. they all actually claimed that they could wake up early and come over at 0930 in the bright early morning.. can you beat that.. what liars. cheat my feeling only.. lol. so yeah. went downstairs. and being the 'host' i had to heed their requests.. idiots. ended up jumping into the pool tgt while holding hands. we're like idiots pls.. haha. screaming and all.. it was kinda good having them around after last night. kinda kept my mind away. i was like talking to them halfway abt stuff, then i cried. it was like so drama, i didn't even realised i was crying.. -.-

then we went on to tanning. and the damned sun was playing around with us. it kept moving everywhere. like on purpose like that.. we kept having to shift the deckchairs. hahaha. nadiah was so lonely. hahaha. me, lc, myn, apr, ros were all tanning. i had like ABIT of nice tanlines only. then they faded away.. how sad. ordered mac at like 3? then they had our orders wrong. how depressing. the toilet part was the funnest. lc, myn and ros were bathing. so me and apr, being kpos, went to climb over to peep. HAHAHAHA. and lc screamed and apr whacked me! and i hit my whole arm on the door. -.- it was like so painful. and we were laughing our heads off. HAHAHHA. so funny. she screamed and nad could even hear from outside. haha. me and apr started camwhoring, with the naked pple in the background. lol. but we deleted all the photos la. of course. haha. in the end lc ros myn left for their NP stuff.

nad left for tuition and me and apr went to Singapore Post for dinner. sort of. walked around.. talked, about practically everything.. very very long never talk like that already. hahaa. im so full now. with mac at 3pm and kfc at 7pm? thats like crazy. but i had fun today. thanks girls..

7:57 PM

7 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME:
1. i love him.
2. i love 9irlfriends.
3. im secretly in love with PCD.
4. i wanted to be a vet.
5. i like to irritate people when im tired.
6. im blasting my itunes now.
7. everyone loves me. =x

7 THINGS THAT SCARES ME:
1. ghosts.
2. rapists.
3. exams/tests.
4. miss abraham.
5. some insects.
6. okay. all insects.
7. when he never msg me. LOL.

7 RANDOM MUSIC AT THE MOMENT:
1. rihanna - unfaithful
2. kelly clarkson - beautiful disaster
3. ryan cabrera - photo
4. christina milian - until i get over you
5. the pussycat dolls - buttons
6. dreamz fm - should i stay
7. pink - who knew

7 THINGS I SAY MOST:
1. shit la.
2. ohmygosh, SERIOUS?
3. huh.. then how?
4. what the hell..
5. hehe.
6. fuckyoula.
7. yoyoyo.

7 PEOPLE TO DO THIS:
1. pple who are bored.
2. pple who are sian.
3. pple who are reading this.
4. pple who are dumb.
5. pple who are stupid.
6. you. hehe.
7. aiya, someone la!

7:43 PM

Sunday, July 02, 2006

i don't know how to trust.

11:13 PM

school toilet times. me, jill, luci, zak. 3B-ians.

Singapore Idol - Wildcard Show. me, myn, fatin, apr, ros, lichin.

lol. stripes are loveee.

3:09 PM

Saturday, July 01, 2006

woke up at around 12 today. then went to meet dy and aldie. then went to watch the SYF at stadium. dinner at parkway BK. then home.

somehow, something wrong will happen whenever we're out.
i don't know why. maybe it's fate? it's like, fuck..

When you told me that you loved me, were those just words?
You can't tell me you don't need me, and I know that hurts.
'Cause I'm looking at your picture, 'Cause it's all I've got.
Maybe one day You and me will have, one more shot.

11:30 PM