i think im back to the 2 weeks ago feeling again. im feeling fucking stressed. its like EVERY SINGLE freaking day we have tests. today, we had chinese compo test and vocab test. tmrw we're hanving 2 T-W-O TWO maths test. ytd, we had another maths test. how freaking packed up you want us to fucking BE?? seriously. i think this school sucks. during learning fiesta, they 'BORROW' freaking palnts to BEAUTIFY the school. make us students stay back almost everyday for the previous week to practice, stress us. under the freaking hot sun. causing me to have freaking bad headaches. all this, is alright. but its the pretence our school has that pisses me off. its like, HELLOOO?? you're trying to show us that: oh. now our schl is famous, so we have to UPHOLD the image. UPHOLD the SCHOOL'S image. get it? THE SCHOOL'S IMAGE BUT WEEEE, STUDENTS UPHOLD IT. yea, sure.. we 'love' doing it. -.-

we're like forced to do stuff for our school. its so pretend. liek some kinda game we're playing. it isnt real. aft all this is over, the pple come back to collect the plants. and our school is back to the ugly normal state. i will alwyas remember last year's learning fiesta. WHEN A TCHER MADE ME CRY COS I HAD TO DO EVERY SINGLE FREAKING THING BY MYSELF. I WASNT EVEN LET OUT OF HIS SIGHT. GOT SCOLDED IF I WENT TO THE FREAKING TOILET AND LEFT THE 'STALL' ALONE. wtf is this? a prison? puh-lese man.

anyway. i need out. pretty soon, it wont be the same again.