my stomach and throat hurts like shit. cos of that stupid cough which i have since before the sec1 camp which is the week before the march holidays which is like 3 weeks ago?? freak, imagine having a cough for almost 3 weeks. sheesssh. thats bad. but yeah, whats the use of the doctor? not like he has magic hands..

i think im alright. i think i can manage. i think school will be fine. all the ' i thinks'. why do pple try to act so strong when inside they're actually crumbling? its because they dotn want pple to wry. they dont want all the attention that will be given if they're not alright. im kinda getting sick of school. sec3 life sucks once again. nothing new. it just sucks. although there's like all the friends that you have to joke to cheer you up. sometimes when you sit down and really reflct. its then when you see the ' bigger picture' of life? the bigger picture sucks. there's studies, parents, tchers, siblings, etc etc. so yeah. id rather the smaller picture. if there is even such a thing..

mr yip didnt come today. it resulted in 4 periods of crapping, wrestling, throwing, screaming, fighting, shouting and killing? not that bad yet. err. and the boys talked abt porn. with me sitting in the middle of the whole thing. -.- and we saw the naked pple at the estate again. this time it was a man who looked kinda FAT. ahaha. the last episode which i missed was a fat old lady with sagging breast with the window open. WOOOOHOOO. eww.

i dont feel like going to school tmrw. i dont want to. thursdays are long days and they usually suck. so yeah. no point going i think. with my cough and all. even better. BYE.