im so forgetful. i just remembered my AMATHS CT is tmrw! and i havent studied! how smart la! eerghh. shitshitshit. im so kanchiong. i only remembered when i saw luci at parkway just now with thom studying. so evry smart. nevermind..

so tired. i ahvent eaten my dinner. and i feel weird. i dont know why either. i think i have a headache and yet its like not there. i think i have tummy pain but its like not really there either. feel weird. im definately having a sorethroat. i dont know how im gonna cope with sec1 camp. i dont feel like going at all. sighs. so many things. and everyone blames me for the breakup. say its my fault. no one heard MY side of the story. dont judge like that. you're not perfect either ok. freak. bitch. pain in the ass!!! &*^&*%#*%*@#(*@#&*(