i wanted to blog. then i noticed that on my dashboard at blogger, pple blogged at the band blog. so i decided to go take a look. first thing i heard, BLUE RIDGE. the song we all have been working so very hard for.. the very song we got bronze and cried. it brought back many memories. how mr jais was super duper nice to us even though we made the same dumb mistakes over and over again. how we didnt go for band practices and gave crappy and lame excuses to the leaders. how mr jais taught us to smile cos we all were so nervous during the actual SYF itself even when he himself was so nervous! he cared and he taught us the best he could. but we brought back a dumb bronze for him. what attitude is that? sucky attitudes, sucky playing, so very sucky. sighs. and now that he's gone we all start to really appreciate him. start to miss him. shldn't we have realised all that earlier? why didnt we? or why cldnt we? sighs. band's attendence have dropped drastically. no one has the mood to play for another conductor anymore. imagining jias in that very seat she is now sitting in, brings tears to soem of us. i will never forget that SYF day. never ever. )':

bus was late tday. reached tanah merah at 0720. was super kanchiong! so afraid i wld be late. haha. was pratically panting cos i walked super fast. pespiring like mad when i reached school. haha. so scary.. fridays as usual only consisted of 2 lessons. PE and cheena. so darn boring. had to do the 2.2km track during PE. tried to run but had cramps. super pain. so i walked the whole time with nad and syahidah. reached back schl had to walk (mr rosk excused us) arnd the quarangle. then recess. took pics. haha. with apr's cam! cheena was boring.

i realised that tday i kena shoot by alot of people. all bully me.. ): haha. first was ruifeng during chinese period. always say i walk arnd and change plce then ms poh believe him! like wth! so bad la. i only wanted to 'refer' to chinese wb righttt... hmph. then after chinese he suddenly go wack my head. WTF LA. i never do anything!! hahaha. of course i hit back. not so soft sport. must hit back! hahaha. after schl, he laugh at my formal photo. the one we all took at school. idiot. im so gonna get suaned alot cos of that!! eerghh. keep getting tripped by pple also. not sure who la. i dotn care mans. just walk only. then during band. matthias keep punching my arm. kena abuse sia. freaking pain la. think got blue black ald. haha. then that aldie also. keep suaning me. tday i suay la. all suan me. WHATEVER WEH. hahahahahahah!!