ALYSSA (:

Friday, January 27, 2006

ahhh, memoirs of a geisha is so freakingly NICE!!! ahhhh. cant stand it! woots. im soooo glad we watched it. well, me zak dy joe mel aldie yx watched. the rest didnt. its so freaking nice! woohhhoooooo! zhang ziyi is so pretty. i love her blue eyes. yikes. everytime i watch a show, i end up liking a female actress instead of a male one. hahahaa. dotn worry, i AM straight. unlike some pple, tsk. the show is so freaking nice! go catch it. ohyah, did i say? we all sat in the FIRST ROW. direct first row. the whole theatre was FULL! hahaha. then me zak dy mel aldie joe. okay, everyone except yx lie on the floor. hahaa. too near ald. but still, it was darn nice. i kept fidgiting. cos it was soooo uncomfortable. haha. after the movie, went to eat dinner. or rather supper. then i got shoot like hell. all started with that ALDIE. idiot. -.-

10:57 PM

hmm. just came home from school. my throat is darn sore now. was screaming and shouting and SINGING during the CNY performance plus the prize presentation. so pain now. dang. us girls were singing armegeddon's I DONT WANNA MISS A THING by aerosmith. so nice la. then glad and jason joined us too. ahhaha. so fun. pratically shouting everywhere. haha. saw gabriel and kiang tuck (he's still as irritating as ever!) and i have a 'pimple' it developed from a mosquito bite la. haha. ohwells. live with it. and it makes my cheeks rosy anyway.HAHAHAHAHA. going out later with usuals. might be watching movie. not sure also. blog when i get home. till then, dont miss me! TATA. (:

1:13 PM

Thursday, January 26, 2006

just came home! so darn hungry. i realised im eating alot nowadays. eat rice during recess AND lunch. cool huh. but its good also. hoping i can put on ABIT of weight. abit only, dont want so much. hahaha. the food smell is so tempting. but i gotta wait for my whole family to be back to 'eat tgether as a family' or so my mum always says.. but seriously speaking, thats the only time we spend tgether nowadays. i realise that im the only one not spending that 'quality time' ald. it used to be my sis that was the one that always locked herself in her room. time changes, and now im becoming her. guess its the sec3 disease. HAHA. my sister has been the MOOD SPOILER TOO. shes super duper freaking irritating la. she always manages to spoil my happy mood. eerghh. then i end snacking to relieve the stress. like last night. i ate 1 choc bar and a packet of chips to not be anygry with her. sighs. such a sad life.

mr yip had PMS tday. he scolded our class for the whole 1 hour of maths. he was soooo pissed la! cos he said we never greet him properly. then had to do it over and over again. we all were pratically SHOUTING. hhahaha. apr said she heard us. cool huh. then he was scolding the boys. putting zhengda in the spot by asking him to single them out. haha. then he made them pour out all the litter in the bin and slowly put them back in by hand. -.- lame. chemistry was super fun. we all were mixing all the different acids and universal indicators near the sink. then all the cool colours appeared. ms chan didnt even care! and she allowed us to eat in class. hahaha. physics was boring as usual. felt like sleeping. but didnt. SS - DUMB. molefo.

ohyah, btw. i was chosen for the sec1 camp. but APPARENTLY, HE TOO SIGNED UP FOR IT. TOTALLY SPOILER LA. tsk. whatever la. just gonna ignore. hmph. and im gonna change my blogskin again. cant stand this skin. yuck.

6:38 PM

Wednesday, January 25, 2006

band changed conductor. and instructor also. wth la. its so sudden. never even tell us anything. and tday we all were so excited to go for band cos we thot jais wld be going.. then in the end. imagine the shock when we saw the dumb biwei looking conductor.. so crappy. arghhh. dotn feel like going for band anymore. heard she changed all the sec1s instruments and all. so many changes. i dotn like it. eergh. unfair. i want jais back. i miss his jokes. ):

school was alright. had maths test. bla bla bla. once again mr yip didnt allow me to go toilet when i was urgent. assembly was boring, as usual. next week we might be presenting abt perth. and we havent even done the powerpoint.. only did the poster. i love our poster. so prettyyyy. haha. k, bye.

7:46 PM

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

just came home. whole family is at msia. and im all alone. havent ate dinner. they're gonna buy back food from msia! means sting ray crayfish and all.. SEAFOOD. yummies. cant wait. tday was an alright day. except for the 'scolding' from mr yip. he was so pms-ing. kinda scary when he shouts. i think i now like his lessons so much. so fun. he doesnt mind us fooling arnd with him when we're in class. but not in front of like other pple. so nice. haha. after recess, sid brought back the projector remote which had this laser pointer thing on it. so he was like shining it on mr yip's whole back. plus his sexay ass. haha. then when i pointed, i nevver aim properly then he saw it on the whiteboard. he was so darn angry la. he was shouting for the culprit to own up. in the end i did. didnt want to pull down the whole class. but he never really scold. prolly cos he wasnt expecting a girl to do it. HAHA. ohwells.

mr yip; you're so cute. except when you dotn allow me to go to the toilet when im so urgent. girl stuff you dont understand, you shld just let us go.

had art after schl. kinda fun. our project stuff gonna be on photography. so cool la. we all plan to go to zoo, chinatown, arab street, sentosa.. to take photos. AHH, COOLNESS. i love art. haha. so glad i took art and not POA. woo. then went to eastpoint with nadiah aft that. to buy some stuffs. files and black paper for art. bought this super cute PPG stationary set also. so freaking cute. haha. and 55cent penknifes. HAHAH. first we saw the 2.60 one, then the 1.30 one then the 85 cent one then at last the 55 cent one. cool huh. different grades. HAH. kk, im gonna go upload my RELIENT K CD ALD. (:

7:13 PM

Monday, January 23, 2006

just came home. tired! my legs and shoulderblades are aching from ytd's shopping. didnt blog much abt it. but i was walking SOOO much. haha. with ridhwan and apr. cuties. school was okay tday. didnt get into trouble at all! but i guess ms abraham recognises me ald. cos she was like pointing to me and commenting on my socks and saying that she scolded me before bla bla bla. but i didnt really care. lit was crappy. ms hoori was fierce. for the first time. cos we all ddint hand in our hwrk. i told her i forgot to bring. how crappy. haah. then maths was dumb, as usual. chinese.. TING XIE! i learnt. was alright. i only didnt know 2 wrds. hahahaa. im such a smart ass. cant help it. (: during chinese i was abused.. by the dumb ruifeng. keep poking my cheeks with his pen. until it became from red to white..! then during a maths period.. mr yip was reprimanding me abt not collecting the 18.40. then went arnd to collect. wanted to put my english journal bk then mr yip found out our secret closet.. AHHAH. im so dumb. then the once again dumb ruifeng went to shake the cupboard. and gues what? the cupboard door fell on my shoulderblade.. so freaking pain la. i screamed. so called. slept for the last period of maths. too boring ald. mr yip never even notice. then schl over and the smart sid asked ruifeng to bang on me and zak's tables real hard. and being the usual good dog he did so. and i got the shock of my life. hahaha. they actually wanted to leave us both sleeping and let us realise that schl was over by ourselves. how evil.

after schl. went to watch the netball match at dunman sec. saw my primary schl friend. daniel ramli. after soo long. he said my voice was changed. i so agree, my voice was so squeaky when i was in primary schl. hahaha. bds won east view. then went back to schl to watch the rugby friendly match against bedok town. was alright. they won but coach still scolded them. how sad.. i think they scored 3 tries only. so not very good la. met my family for dinner and now im home. whole body aching. ):

8:27 PM

Sunday, January 22, 2006

i feel so much better now. went shopping tday! woohoo. so much much better. phew. just hope schl wont get screwed tmrw. if not i have to go retail threapy once again. haha. spend more moneyy. and nets it! hahahaha. then again. my fucking sister spoiled my mood la. like wtf. bitch. i hate her. whatever. she's always a spoiler anyway. nth new to that. she and her freaking big mouth. TSk. saw pao just now at bugis. still looking as good as ever. haha. and sayhai. so freaking tired. havent eat dinner, done hwrk and iron clothes. AHHH. bye.

10:14 PM

Saturday, January 21, 2006

hello pple. my new blog link. i wont get that much hits anymore i guess. with this new passwrd thing. its all that person's fault. bao tou to mrs kow.. shit you la. dammit. ohwells. sec3 life sucks big time. suck suck suck. god, please pour down some blessings soon. i dotn think i can take it anymore. went to do the perth project tday. like finally. then went to have dinner with the usuals. had the so very very nice hokkien mee at kembangan. WEE. watched them play LAN awhile then went home.

hmm. you really got me thinking tday. on the ride home. thanks for being such a sweetie. (:

11:41 PM

Friday, January 20, 2006

life in sec3 is so fucking screwed. within the first, say 2-3 wks, of school? i have ald been screwing it up. sucks BIG TIME. within just this week, i ahve been caught by abraham TWICE. like fuck. i changed. i know. but seriously, sec3 sucks. ive widened my social circle. but somehow got caught tangled in it at the same time. and again. that sucked. bgr hasnt been such a good thing either. but i hope it will soon. i guess god will make the way for me? i really pray and hope he will. he has a plan for me. i trust it will be the best one ever. sighs. ):

11:03 PM

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

just came home. i bathed ald. nice smell. (: hahahaa. sorry for not blogging ytd. was too tired. with so many hwrk. including the art thing.. so last minute. so stress.. haha. although there was so many hwrk, i didnt do any. but the thing is i was so tired. dont knw laaa. haaaa. had art again tday. used the photoshop at schl. i realised photoshop is damn fun la! hahaa. im so dumb. but yeah, smart. -.- had band also. not many sec1s la. sadnessss. then they played games. bla bla bla. then slacked at the canteen. took photos. then yeah. thats alllll.

the flick flak watch is at suntec ald!! ahhh. i wanna go shopping la. i dotn care. one day, im gonna go. dont care. then watch elizabethtown at the same time. or memoirs of a geisha also can. eergh. then im gonna get the bugis street jeans. so i need : jeans, watch. MOVIE!! &%*^%^@*()#*()

7:53 PM

Monday, January 16, 2006

hmm. tday was so moment to moment. hahaha. went to parkway library aft schl. waited for bullu and yixiang for sooo long. TSK. i dotn think they're guys la. since when did guys take so long to dress up. hahaha. err. i found out that me and nad take real great pink/purple photos. hahaha. thats the only ones we look nice in. im trying to make a collage of the photos we took. with powerpoint. HAHA. i dont have photoshop la. anyway. i finally borrowed storybks. haha. yay.

10:17 PM

Sunday, January 15, 2006

im missing that paul frank watch. dammit. if only it wasnt a freaking 139. i wld have bought it straightaway laaaaaaaa.. ): sobs. its so effin nice. but 139 is like almost 1 and a half week salary. and spending that amt of money on a watch is so not worth it right. RIGHT. so im trying to forget abt it. its hard you knw. hahahaa. im gonna find the pic soon. and post it. bet you pple will fall in love with it too. so since 139 is too expensiveeee to nets it. hahaha. im gonna get the flic flak watch. the lime green one. so cute la. cant stand it. many pple will say im childish but whateverrr. its soo cute. hehe.

woke up at 9 tday. went to church. i felt so cacat. didnt have enuff time to dress up. resulting in wearing cacat clothes with me feeling cacat. eerghhh. then aft church went to chinatown for god knows what. dont ask me la. ask my dumb sis. she was begging to go. -.- went there, so pek chek. i was feeling ever so cacat. and we had to walk arnd a completely cacat-ier place which was so frekaing hot. and all the ang-mohs there was like taking photos of the whole singapore crowd. bet they never seen so many pple in 1 place before la. hahaha. typical xin jia po. (: then we went to the famous 'cafe' to eat. had to wait almost 2 whole hrs for our freaking food la. eerghh.

okay, i dont knw what to blog abt ald. oh, went to eat dinner at geylanggg. and i realise my house is so convienient. so many stuffs to eat there. hehe. all walking distance. HEHE. ok, bye.

10:11 PM

Saturday, January 14, 2006

i feel like im touched by heaven's little angels. just look at my tagboard. soooo blessed. gosh. i love you pple la. esp; dy, nad, zak, mitchy, joe, yixiang.. list goes on forever. blessed. i promise never to be emo again. never ever ever. i'll try my best. but if i fail, JUST IGNORE ME PLS. pretend i neveer existed. thanks you guys. i love you all worsx. no, its: ii lurbbe euu all worsxz. (: forgot to say, I MADE SPECS TDAY. im in love with it. no idea why. hahahaha.

maisurahhhhh is so emo. just look at her dp on msn la. and friendster. ahhh. damn. i cant seem to upload the pic of our convo. dammit. nvm. whatever it is, she's the EMO-est. (:

8:40 PM

just came hoem from shopping! yippeee. im happy. not emo anymoreeee! hahahahhaa. i bought; a dorothy perkins blouse and a clutch from there as well! okay, very little la. i know. but its like so nice!! hahahaa. the blouse is like black and white striped. so effin nice. gosh!! hahaha. and the clutch is the one i always wanted from bugis. and now i got it cheaper.. ARGHHHH!! happy mans. ((:

they went to airport to study tday. im so jealous. they're having fun w/o me. ):
nad's having moment to moment shots and once again, WITHOUT ME.

8:05 PM

Friday, January 13, 2006

im crying in front of the comp. this sucks. im so sorry to everyone. i suck these few days. im so so so so sorry. please just ignore me or whatever.

8:41 PM

Thursday, January 12, 2006

friends come and go. true ones stay.

FOREVER.

im back to that phase again. thot i was finally gonna get over it. but nooo. it just had to come out again. all over again. like a bad dream. why. why does it happen. why?! im so freaking pissed la. like eeerghh. whatever i do, there's sure to eb some sorta comments/GOSSIPS. go care abt yr own life. you dont own me. if you have nth better to do, dotn sin and gossip. its bad. im just trying my best. dotn have to do this all over again. seriously, dont.

10:28 PM

sorta just came home. had physics tday. after schl went to simpang to eat. then had lessons. it was so freaking cold tday! ahhh. freezing la. hahaha. then slcked in canteen for awhile. wait for aldie to come. the 1a pple celebrated jac's bday. then i think there was a smooch. hahaha. cute la. then my stomach suddenly went whirlpool like. felt like puking. became sooo freaking emo la! dammit. i hate it when im emo.. plus the rain made me even more emo. took bus 13 to parkway. walk arnd abit. then went home.

shall blog abt lessons. SLEPT during yip's class la. even dreamt abt something/someone. haha. so cool. then suddenly he go use the wrksheet wack my head. wth la. so nice the dream.. then he go wake me up.. spoiler. then i copied my corrections, then went back to sleep. HOPING the same dream wld happen again. but sadly, i didnt dream anything else. sad life.. ):

to everyone who experienced my emoness tday! thankyew for tolerating me. i know im damn irritating when im emo. cos i become damn stuckup. damn freaking act big. i know. so sorry! and thanks for your concern. lurbbes euu all worsx. (:

9:02 PM

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

im so tired. i dotn knw why either. still got hwrk to do and ironing of my uniform. ahhh, dammit. im so hungry too. gosh, i feel like a beggar la. shitehnehneh. tday had art then slack/do hwrk all the way till they ended netball then went bedok corner to eat. weather is so unpredictable nowadays. but its so nice. AHH, RAIN! i love it. (:

10:53 PM

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

ytd was one hell of a night. so called cried myself to sleep? yupp. sis and mum quarrelled and crap. asked my mum permission ton go out tday to buy new year clothes with apr then kena scold and nagged instead. she shld learn not to transfer her anger to everyone she talks to ok. seriously. its very hurting when i didnt even do anything wrong. so i was in the living room happily watching project runway. then she decided to join me. so i meddiately left the living room and went to my room. puh-lese, i dont need to face you. brought my half eaten cup noodles in also and ended up stoning till i fell asleep. was waken up by my 615 alarm cos i forgot to off it. how smart. imagine my cup noodles in the morning.. oil was all curdled. yuck man. didnt even on my aircon to sleep. and i locked my room door and my mum went knocking on it. so i half asleep went o open it and guess what? she scolded me again for not offing my lights. wtf mans. i cant be bothered ald. PPRFFT.

woke with my mum's nagging this morning. so many pple msged me last night.. sorry if you were one of them and didnt get a reply! hahaha. went to eat whatever was left of my dad buying us breakfast. did my homewrk. ate lunch. then went out to my aunt's house to collect me and my sis's new year present. the same aunt who gave us 100 bucks during new year. hahaa. cool huh. then came home to eat dinner. then now im online. sighs, such a sad life on a public holiday. ):

8:07 PM

Monday, January 09, 2006

schl was alright tday. was so cold the whole day, just felt like sleeping. and i love my seat in class. knw why? cos its near the morning sun. love it! hahahaa. only that i realised its difficult to see pple walking past class cos im like at the far end. hahaha. sad huh. whatever la. cant get the best of both worlds anyway. changed timetable! hopefully its for the better. haha. hope can see many more pple during recess then. and its dumb la. 3beee has self study periods aft schl. wathhehell. hahaha. so dumb. ohyah, we did lit in the canteen tday. it was super coolness. hahaha. kinda difficult to hear the hoori la. but kinda fun. haha. mr yip was damn retarded as usual. but he let me go toilet when i went so many times ald! hahhaah. so yeah, thanks yipp. he's my darling. muack muack. hahaaaaa. he was so stunned when i did that to him aft schl tday. HAHAHAH. idiot.

lepaked at canteen aft schl. cos zak had bio then we all so kind didnt want her to stay alone. hahaha. decided to go eastpoint to buy notebook and stuffs. but apparently eastpoint popular sucked la. so i bought my chinese vocab bk instead so i cld do my wrkbk. if not i wont understand a single wrd.. hahaha. im hopeless, i knw. then me an apr was so deperate on gwetting a notebook. if not we dont copy hwrk and stuffs. then like scared forget. we're so GUAI. hahahahahaa. right. in the end all were so ugly la. so never get. haha. sad lifes. a wasted trip. then we all had cravings for sushi. i havent mentioned who went! me, apr, nad, indah and sayhai. haha. yeah. so we all ate sushi, except indah. she was feeling kinda down. not sure why. prolly cos her bag was so heavy. then we started to go high. reall high. until my tummy hurt like shit. ghahahaha. in kfc we were like the loudest pple. so paiseh but we didnt care la. talked abt many stuffs all dumb and irrelevent. yeah, typical anyway. haha. then we all went home la. was jioed to go out to meet pple but didnt. sadly. ahhaha.

btw, im on a spree deleting unwanted and irrelevent pple on my friendster cos its hitting 400. so if i delete you, im sorry. cos i dotn wanna have multiple accounts. id rather have 1 full acc with many nice and thoughtful testis. (:

7:34 PM

Sunday, January 08, 2006

slept at 6am this morning. was talking to mitchell and dy thru the night. haha. kena shoot like hell la. all their fault. now im losing points ald.. ): haha. sad life. woke up at 1130 to go to church. damn sleepy in church la. ohwells. they both havent wake up yet. such pigs. and finally, im able to have RELIENT K's GETTING INTO YOU on my friendster profile. YIPEE! thanks dy. (: http://www.friendster.com/profiles/lyssaa go see. or rather hear. the lyrics were once on my blog.

5:25 PM

went out tday with dy, mitchy, melissa, okay, nvm shall not name. a whole lot of pple can ald. hahaha. reason was to cellebrate yixiang's bday. so i had to reach home at 1030. but when we were buying tix for movie, we realised that the only nice show we cld watch was wallce and gromit at 925. and great, they just bought the tix like that. so i msged my mum telling her i'll be home late. and she suprisingly! didnt allow! i thot she wld la. eerghhhhgh. shldnt have msged her. my itchy fingers.. so since it was ald bought and paid for, i went in to watch the movie. in the end, i went hoem late. and now, im grounded for a whole month. but seriously, i dotn care. for the aft schl session parts. so yeah. like great. at least its better then confiscating my phone or something.. hahaha.

12:13 AM

Saturday, January 07, 2006

10 reasons why gay marridge should be illegal

1. Being gay is not natural. Real americans always reject unnatural things such as glasses, polyester, and air conditioning.
2. Gay marriage will encourage people to be gay, in the same way that hanging around tall people will make you tall.
3. Legalizing gay marriage will create all kinds of crazy behaviour. People might even want to marry their pets because a dog has a legal standing and can sign a marriage contract.
4. Straight marriage has been around for a long time and haven't changed at all; women are still property, blacks still can't marry whites, and divorce is still illegal.
5. Straight marriage will be less meaningful if gay marriage were allowed; the sanctity of Britney Spears' 55 hour just-for-fun marriage would be destroyed.
6. Straight marriages are valid because they produce children. Gay couples, infertile couples, and old people shouldn't be allowed to marry because our orphanages aren't full yet, and the world needs more children.
7. Obviously gay parents will raise gay children since straight parents only raise straight children.
8. Gay marriage is not supported by religion. In a theocracy like ours, the values of one religion are imposed on all of us...that's why we only have one religion in America.
9. Children can never suceed without a male and a female role model at home. That's why we as a society expressly forbid single parents to raise children.
10. Gay marriage will change the foundations of society; we will never adapt to new social norms just like we haven't adapted to cars, the service-sector economy, and longer life spans.

1:17 AM

Friday, January 06, 2006

CCA FAIR TDAY. was alright i guess. band had 40++ members. on 1 paper, that is. the other paper i not suree. so must be quite alot la. TIREDDD. took 2 pink pills tday. that was how bad it was la. then aft CCA fair went simpang to eat with aldie, dy, joe, zak, nad, bullu, mitchy, sherrman, fu keong.. yeah, cant remember ald. haha. then aft eating, i felt like puking. like wtf mans. it was like stuck at my throat! so frustrating. when i laugh or what, like wanna come out.. eerghh. so no mood. so not fun. so boring! so not me! hahaha.

11:20 PM

Thursday, January 05, 2006

im so so so so SUAY. had my menses tday. so freaking suay!!! cos whenever i have menses, i will have freaking cramps. and the freaking cramps are damn freaking pain and i freaking scared i cant freaking drill tmrw for the freaking CCA fair which i freaking have been waiting and freaking practicing so hard and long for the parade and concert. AHHH!! FREAK!

okay, whatever. i just came home. frm simpang dinner with zak, nad, dy, joe, mitch, aldie, chin han, bullu errr. who else? i think thats all? hahaa. yeahhh. TIRED LIKE FUCK. ok, thats so wrong for a girl. ooppsies.

9:22 PM

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

had parade tday. again. but tday we marched in the rain. and band was the most extra. we marched in schl uni. hahahaha. wth mans. so extraaaaa. and im in the concert too. like so gonna die. havent practice for 2 months plus ald. shittty. its gonna be such a stressful day on friday. hopefully we'll get many new bacnd members. hahaha. rememeber last yr, we all kena scolded cos we had to change to the drill uni then we were all late with the whole schl waititng for us.. dotssss. ok. whatever. so crappy. so tired. so much homewrk!!! ahhhh.

9:02 PM

Monday, January 02, 2006

i changed blogskin! i think this blogskin was the longest i ever edited. cos this one had some problems with the posts part. ohwells. its nice right. and there's a song now!! hahahaha. i knw you all very jealous. heh. (:

tmrw's schl! yipeeee. i dotn knw why im happy either. somehow. schl's fun. in a way. btu it can be quite boring la. but the fun part is more. ok, whatever. havent completed my hwrk. but who cares. tmrw will be with the peer leaders anyway. no lessons! and after schl got rehearsal for parade. yay yay yay. so fun. i cant wait. apr's in it too. finally got friend. hahaha. this is so crappy. so freaking random. cant stand it. so bye.

7:06 PM

how suay can i get? my washing machine failed on me on the 2 day of new year/day before first day of schl. ahhhh! i was hand washing my clothes just now. like so tiring la. dammit. then i dont knw how to cope with the band uni and all. so lucky huh. irritating. then schl uni also i bet i gotta wash myself. ahhh. like wtf mans. unfair. nadiah, lend me your 1000 dollar washing machine pls.

4:01 PM

Sunday, January 01, 2006

when i made up my mind
and my heart along with that
to live not for myself
but yet for God
somebody said
"do you know what you are getting yourself into?"

when i finally ironed out
all of my priorities
and asked God to remove the doubt
that makes me so unsure of these
things i ask myself
i ask myself
"do you know what you are getting yourself into?"

i'm getting into you
because you got to me
in a way words can't describe
i'm getting into you
because i've got to be
you're essential to survive
i'm going to love you with my life

when he looked at me and said
"i kind of view you as a son"
and for one second our eyes met
and i met that with the question
"do you know what you are getting yourself into?"

i'm getting into you
because you got to me
in a way words can't describe
i'm getting into you
because i've got to be
you're essential to survive
i'm going to love you with my life

i've been a liar and i'll never amount to
the kind of person you deserve to worship you
you say you will not dwell on what i did
but rather what i do you say
"i love you and that's what you are getting yourself into"

i'm getting into you (getting into you)
because you got to me (because you got to me)
in a way words can't describe
i'm getting into you (getting into you)
because i've got to be (because i've got to be)
you're essential to survive
i'm going to love you with my life
i'm getting into you (getting into you)
because you got to me (because you got to me)
in a way words can't describe
i'm getting into you (getting into you)
because i've got to be (because i've got to be)
you're essential to survive
i'm going to love you with my life
you said

"i love you and that's what you are getting yourself into" (:

3:20 PM

wow. im finally awake earlier then my whole family. well, not really whole. since my dad's at work. but whatever it is.. it's an accomplishment! and i slept the latest somemore la. woohoo. no more hard feelings abt going for the countdown ytd ald. although yeah, it wld have been much more fun la. but ohwells, i still recived 100bucks. so who cares man! hahahah.

anyway, 2005 has been such an up and down year. seriously! this year was, how shld i put it, the most fufilling year. although this year i was kinda out from church and all. and im turining more rebellious to my parents. answering back more... etc etc. the good parts were darn good too! example: perth trip! psl camp! falling out with some friends and making new ones on the way as well! so yeah, guess i learnt alot this year. i learnt to trust pple more too. built up my ego on the way with the help of nadiah! hahaha. the superwoman. this year was well spent. and im going on to sec3 ald! its like sooo fast. soon i'll be doing my Os. eekss. i dont wanna think abt that! aahahahaha. the one thing im afraid i cant cope is band. soon, me and peilin will be the only seniors for flute. and sadly, we suck at that. haopefully the sec1s learn real fast and help us along the way. time will tell i guess..

the most important fact abt 2005 is i grew much taller. (: hahahaha. im as tall as my dad ald. taller then my sis and mum. woohoooooo!

12:23 PM

HAPPY NEW YEARRRRRRRRRRR! (:

didnt go countdown. sad.
went to church then went for my cousin's bday party.
the super rich talk alot cigar shop auntie.
yeah. cool huh. shes nice.
got to knw alot of pple.
her lawyers and whatsoever.
then when we were going home,
she gave me and my sis each 100bucks.
hahahahahaa. coolness. (:

1:53 AM