seriously no mood to type cos my left index finger is seriously hurting from the dumb fishbone frm ytd's nasi lemak. but i have to let this all out. SERIOUSLY DO. like fuck la. im trying to forget the past so stop reminding me abt it. the way you said it. like i dont even care. im trying not to remember everything and you just have to come and msg me abt it. i knw, you're curious. wanting to knw what really ws the reason.. but still! dont continue with the dont be lame and whatever nonsense! it sucked. and yeah, it hurt. so stoppit ok. seriously. i wanna get on living life like you siad. but you're trying to contridict all that! so what for you say continue living yr life? for fun, peace, laughter, joy???!!! ahhh. its irritating i tell you. then you said you wanted to continue being friends. but with your dumb msn nick like that. saying 'YOU MADE ME HATE YOU' or whatever. this to you called wanting to be friends?? i dotn think so la. its all crap. all bullshit. so stoppit ok. its really getting on my nerves. you can go blog abt me too all you want. i swear, i dont freaking care anymore. HATE ME. do it. just hate me. then all yr crap abt wanting to be friends is liek bullshit la. im starting to repeat everything and my finger seriously hurts liek fuck. so bye!