this is so blardy unfair. why cant i go countdown. why why why?! sobss. everyones gonna have fun while i'll be stuck at my aunts hse eating my heart out. which is in a way good. but in another way bad. so bad. everyone's gonna be out but not me. its so sad. i wanna cry. )':
4:07 PM
just came home. phew. it was such a close call. hahahaa. was afraid my parents came home earlier then me la. went out with zak, joe, dy, aldie and bullu. when we were abt to go home then mitch came. hahaa. yeah. aldie is so cute. hahahaha. and funny. well, all of them la. hahaa. ok, bye. im talking crap. (:
10:28 PM
went to schl early in the morning tday. practiced drills for the cca fair. first time band did push ups la! like wth mans. ms azleen. made us all do push ups cos we fall in late. like 11 secs late. so we did 10 pushups. it all seemed so weird.. hahaha. never have band ( in my batch ) done this before. well, not that i knw of la. then she was like telling us that frm now onwards shes gonna be strict with the band.. bla bla bla.. crappy la. me, apr, sayhai had cravings for katong laksa. so we went to eat that aft band. with matthias. then saw marc while we were walking back. note: WALKING BACK. cos the ohsosmart matthias refused to believe and open his ears that we were supposed to stop at the correct stop then he like ignored me when i said. then in the end he realised i was right and when he say marc while we were walking abck he blamed me! WTH. so lame. hahahaa. then cldnt decided where to go. so we all went home. 40 took so blardy long la. but i still reached home earlier then apr. haahhahahahahahahha. (:
4:45 PM
tired. but high. (:
woke up at 1 tday.
then went online.
then went to meet apr at schl at 3.
was damn hungry la.
didnt eat.
bought schl uni.
size 36.
apr says its damn big.
she wore it while chattuing with me.
hahaha. like wth.
went out almost immediately aft i came home at 5.
for this dinner. not sure what also.
mum's church friend.
came back at 1130.
tired. chat. watch tv. here.
1:05 AM
WHAT:
are you doing now?
this thing la.
are you listening to now?
nothing. the fan blowing.
will you eat if you can now?
yes! i can eat anytime la.
do you want most at this moment?
erm. i dotn knw. to eat? havent eaten lunch or anything.
is your last meal gonna be?
depends.
is under your bed?
erm. nth. bedsheeeeets.
would you like to do when you go out?
BUY JEANS LA.
pet do you wanna have?
kitten.
colour is your moniter?
yellowish. very old ald.
is your surname?
SEAH.
WHO:
do you have a crush on?
someone only i knw.
do you wanna kill?
erm. dont knw. not sadist la.
do you want to save you if you were gonna die?
im not going to die la. choy.
will you visit on your birthday?
i thot pple will visit me?
will you run to when youre in trouble?
err. my MUMMY. (:
is your fav band?
everyone i listen to.
do you love?
someone only i knw.
hates you?
someone.
will you ask to be your valentine?
errr. i thot i shld be asked?
did you last hug?
MUMMY!
shares food with you?
no one shares my food! its all mine. teeheeee.
drinks from your cup?
me la. you just said its my cup right. dumb.
WHEN:
is your birthday?
6th sept.
will you want a stead?
when its the right time.
will you get married?
erm. when i found the right one.
should people joke?
everytime.
did you last watch a movie?
that time the band gathering.
is your best day?
dont knw.
5:10 PM
somehow. this song makes me tear. the kelly clarkson - because of you. the mtv and all. the words. everything i guess. this was the only place i cld let go of stuffs i realised. like trust you pple not to gossip. TRUST. yeah, thats what i need most now i guess. )': i realised that i finally knew who were friends that really cared. and friends that were 'THERE FOR A REASON' somewhat or another. i saw the thing in them that i cld trust and some just ps me all the way. ohwells. all part of life i guess. but im glad that it happened and made me realise good stuffs. (:
6:46 PM
seriously no mood to type cos my left index finger is seriously hurting from the dumb fishbone frm ytd's nasi lemak. but i have to let this all out. SERIOUSLY DO. like fuck la. im trying to forget the past so stop reminding me abt it. the way you said it. like i dont even care. im trying not to remember everything and you just have to come and msg me abt it. i knw, you're curious. wanting to knw what really ws the reason.. but still! dont continue with the dont be lame and whatever nonsense! it sucked. and yeah, it hurt. so stoppit ok. seriously. i wanna get on living life like you siad. but you're trying to contridict all that! so what for you say continue living yr life? for fun, peace, laughter, joy???!!! ahhh. its irritating i tell you. then you said you wanted to continue being friends. but with your dumb msn nick like that. saying 'YOU MADE ME HATE YOU' or whatever. this to you called wanting to be friends?? i dotn think so la. its all crap. all bullshit. so stoppit ok. its really getting on my nerves. you can go blog abt me too all you want. i swear, i dont freaking care anymore. HATE ME. do it. just hate me. then all yr crap abt wanting to be friends is liek bullshit la. im starting to repeat everything and my finger seriously hurts liek fuck. so bye!
5:57 PM
vanessa charmaine rhea seah sa min. (however you spell it)
STOP TAGGING PPLE's TAGBOARD AND MINE TRYING TO BE SOMEONE ELSE COS THE IP ADDRESS IS THERE AND ITS THE SAME AS OUR HOME COMPUTER. DONT BE DUMB! okay. that was for my sister.
she's dumb. she anyhow tag pple tagboard la.
go get a life. you have a boyfriend remember??
forget it. dont wanna argue with you. just came home. had band and peer leader tday.
then aft that went to parkway to eat and slack.
walked arnd and we all were high la.
so typical anyway.. hahaa.
chelsie, syakeer, zak, fatin, apr, kiathua and of course! ME. (:
5:35 PM
went out again tday.
this is what i call L-I-F-E. (: woke up late. had to pack my clothes cupboard before i cld go iout la.
woke up at 1 packed by 2 ate by 3 left at 3.10. (:
supposed to meet at 3 at somerset. but yeahhh. TYPICAL.
trained there. like duh. then then then.
went to heeren. then walked all the way to plaza sing in the rain.
freaking cold la. like wth. met dy, joe, aldie and bullu at ps.
walk walk then wanted to take neos.
but dy had to meet his clt? yeah at simpang.
so we all left and went to bugis. except him la.
then then.. dumb auntie wasnt at the shop.
cld have just koped the dumb bag and clothes la.
like WTF mans. decided not to wait. went to simpang to eat.
then went home.
WITHOUT BUYING ANYTHING!
what a waste of time. but ohwells..
tooks neos! hehe. ok, dumb.
12:03 AM
just reached home frm joel's bbq!
hahaa. had fun. they all still watching the myth.
its a chinese show btw. quite drama kind. hahaa.
i didnt eat much. and they all were like 'forcing' me to eat.
joe even complained to his aunt and aldrich's mum!
hahahaha. damn cute la. then when we were bbqing halfway, it started to drizzle.
stopped, then drizzled again! hahahah.
dy was like holding the umbrella over me.
so cute la. (:
then it becamed to heavy so we all ran in.
joe's brother jaymes? called me baby!
cos he said i was chubby. wthwthwth! -.- then we went to fetch mel.
at first it was drizzling.
then it stopped.
THEN IT RAINED HARD!
joe and aldie was like playing arnd.
so cute la. and then dy was sheltering em again.
sweetiee. ahaha. felt so bad having them to stop the show cos i had to leave and they send me to the mrt. yeah. nice pple right. gentlemans. (:
11:39 PM
MELLY CLISTMAS EVERYONE. (: just came back frm church. yeah.
midnight mass. had a paegent before that.
like a skit la. yeah. but it was more of a musical thing..
hahaha. so tired. but happy. was super irritated during service la.
irritating pple in church.
first it was this old man who kept sneezing and breathing hot air onto me and my mum. darn irritating la! like some kinda pervert. wtf. then he kept looking at me like WTF mans. eerghh.
then it was a maid who kept putting her hand on the pew which i had my hand on. and she even stepped on my feet and all and even put her hand on mine like some lesbian! wthwthwth..
IRRITANTS. whatever it is. service was great. so nice and vibrant. (:
2:09 AM
i cant stand it. i have to post these pics. freaking nice laaaaaaaaaaaaa.
shitty mans. im hungry. and i suddenly smell chicken rice. FCUK. ok, on with the picsssss. 
damn nice right. i still have damn alot la. AHHHH!10:13 PM
LAUGHING SPREE TDAY.
woohooo. long time nvr laugh like that ald.
hahahaha. so fun. i missed it. (: had the sec1 orientation.
only saw 1 cute guy can!
and the cute guy is like the elder bro of the sec1.
so like equalvilent to no cute guys at all. ):
ahahaha. but the sec1 guy not bad la. has mixed look? YEAh.
ahhh, whatever.. then aft the orientation, was supposed to go bugis street to get the jeans!
but oh no.. it had to rain la! like wth.
we were at parkway you see. yeah. then heavy rain.
parkway with apr, nad, joshua, marc, sayhai, chelsie. yeah.
then matthias met us at gelare. so cute. heh.
they ate at yoshinoya. was not hungry la.
then they went home. left me, nad, apr, marc, matthias. so we decided to go pasor ris to make nad's ezlink.
then then then. wth. why i type so detailed!! AHH. ate at white sands. met dy and mitch at simpang.
saw ruggers. went home. yeah.
white sands was damn fun la.
saw bapok. and crapped like mad at cavana with matthias!
cuties. i love em' (:
8:14 PM
went shopping tday.
freaking tired la.
went so many places.
woke up early to go wrk first then went home then went shopping straight.
LIKE AHHH! tired. haahhaha. i bought tees! frm hula and co.
apr, be jealous. hahahaha.
but not hollister though.
just cute nice ones. yipeee. sec1 orientation tmrw.
hope its gonna be fun fun fun.
then bugis street with apr! JEANS. (:
10:45 PM
ok. i was supposed to post something.
but apparently, i forgot. dammit.
errrrrr. OK, NVM. -.-
1:34 AM
went out with bandits tday. me, apr, kel, junrong and sayhai. ahuh. watched king kong. its alright i guess. abit lame though. hahaa. esp the part when the natives came out.. like dots. hahaha. the small kid was damn scary la. like so ju-on. however you spell it. hahah. apr bought the flmp skirt. like finally. and there's 25% discount at flmp. go shop there. im gonna go on thursday with my mamy maybe. haha. and we're going to bugis street on friday aft the orientation. yippee. cant wait. ohyah, i finally packed my rm for christmas. (:
1:13 AM
hello pple. im gone for a day.
but aparently, im still remembered.
AWWW. THATS SO SWEET PPLE. (:
hahahhahaa. so ego la, dammit. tsk tsk.
went for christmas parteee just now.
darn fun la. took many videos but i cant upload them..
heh. shall upload some of the pics la. super cute.
heheheheehehehehehhee. k, shuttup.
my sister trying to act reindeer.
the little clown. (:
11:29 PM
my comp refuses to let me see the date. but nvm!
i knw the date. MUAHAHAHAHAHHA.
k, whatever.. -.-
im supposed to be doing my hols hwrk.
but ohno, my fatty hot butt is stuck to the dumb chair la.
what the hellllll...
have been like this since i woke up.
except for lunch break and toilets breaks.
im gonna show you lucky pple some nice icons.
DO NOT KOPE. im serious.
if i see that you have the pic.
YOU ARE SO DEAD.
4:46 PM
i realised my blog had many hits after i posted the thing abt me and nad pranking omar. hahahahahaa. it was darn fun la. but still... I MISS CAMP.
I MISS BESTIES.
12:45 PM
HAHAHAHAHHAAH. im so funny.
nadiah's so cute.
ernest is gay.
marvin is irritating.
hahahahaha.
shahrin is absent. (:
3:19 PM
HAHAHAHAHA. ME AND NAD CHANGED MSN ACCOUNTS AT SCHL.
SO I TRIED TALKING TO SOMEONE I DIDNT KNW.
AND THEN OMAR CAME ONLY.
SO HE BECAME MY VICTIM. OUR CONVERRRR. (:
2:12 PM
i realised i missed many pple.
im lazy to blog abt the camp la.
it was gawd damned fun.
many bonds tightened.
many bonds were tested.
yupp, definately. (;
good or bad, im not sure..
i miss BESTIES.
i love them loads.
i wanna hug and kiss them all 1 by 1.
seriously, AHHHHHHHH.
dammit. i miss them most. i had so much fun during the camp.
gosh, i miss it.
i wanna relive it.
every single bit of it.
)': )': )':
sobsssss.
11:25 PM
woots! the peer leader camp was blardy fun la!
hahahahahhaa. wheeeeee.
our group won all the awards. so cool.
BESTIES ROCK SOCKS LA. (:
too tired to type. maybe later will ahve detailed events la.
k, byeee. (:
1:58 PM
its 12th of dec 2005.
heh. i have psl camp tday till wednesday.
i knw you all will miss me la.
but still, try to hold back thoses tears ok.
hahahahhahahah!! ohyah.
AND WHATEVER YOU DO..
DONT MISS THAT DUMB NADIAH.
PLEASE DONT GIVE HER EGO BOOSTERS AGAIN.
CAN DIE FROM EATING TOO MANY PILLS OK.
IM CONCERNED ABT HER.
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHHAHA!! i realised i woke up too early la.
thats why im blogging at 6.52am.
hahahaa. funnnaaaaayyy.
6:50 AM
click to enlarge.
so this is what ive been doing.
having testi convos.
yeah. and this is our boring msn convo.
hahahahaha. so fun la!
5:38 PM
went shopping with my mamy tday.
with my new pay! hehe. (:
all the stuffs that i wanted last time were either
sold out, no stock, no size, realised not nice.
but still. i shopped. ((: bought many accessories.
bracelet, ring, earrings, necklaces too.
those my mum paid lah. heh.
then i bought
skirt, top, shorts, crop sweater. (:
HAPPYY.
then i treat my family dinner at the thai restaurant at airport.
yummmmmm. then i realised that i didnt really spend alot.
like arnd 70 bucks only. harrharr.
super tired aft that. haha.
k, bye.
11:52 PM
okay, havent been blogging.
im guilty of that! heh. but i have been busy ok.
not bumming my days off.
thanks god. done 2 jobs so far.
still on my second one lah.
getting my pay for first one tmrw.
YIPEEEE. buttt.
its a cheque. so die ald.
confirm need to put some money in bank.
like whatthehell. gawdd. its like december ald lah ok.
haha. so fast. gonna be christmas soon.
and chinese new year! TEEHEE.
budden it also means cleaning up the house.
tsk. irritating. nvm nvm. ohyah, as you can see.
NEW BLOGSKIN. (:
10:27 PM
