im so scared.
everytime i think of it.
i cant help but cry.
i try to hold back these feelings.
its soo difficult.
i cant imagine life w/o her.
i cant even think abt that.
im so scared.
afraid.
all the big what ifs.
i try not to think negatively.
but its difficult.
every single thing renminds me of yoo.
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