sighs. life is getting worser & worser by the seconds.
i guess im just such a farking farked up person.
yeahh, hate myself. reallie HATE myself.
not fated in this farking world at all. FARK!
yeahh, sorrie to all my church ppl.
sorrie for all the vulgarities yoo all have to endure just to read my blog.
my day was so not fun at ALL.
& to make my mood worse, IT RAINED.
& everytime it RAINED this few days, i would think of him.
sighs. trying to irritate myself only.
dunno whyy zak was in a very not-playful mood.
sighs. PMS? yeahh, think so bah.
sighs. bored myself thru practically the whole dae?
yeahh, im good at tt.
sighs. dunno how im gonna make it to nxt year lorr.
sighs. life sucks to the apple core.
reallie sucks.
so many restrictions, demands, expectations..
& the list still goes on. sighs. SUCK!
okayy, my dae. mass run. literature. recess. crapping during recess.
den i think is maths arhh? or english. den had maths test.
quite okay, THANKFULLY.
den art. poke myself wiff the STUPID needle so many times.
fed-up. didnt sew. crapped wif ppl.
called khei ILLEGALLY at the bus-stop
cos she supposed to meet us in skool but didnt.
den meet her at parkway.
she took so bloody long.
eat, den took loadsa pics.
me, yuehli & hsin rui brought our cameras.
woohoo. photo spree i tell yoo..
haha. den aft tt shopp.
empty walleted went hme.
khei was so happy tt the *** write in the bk lorr. hahah.
LOVE YOO FOREVER KHEI!
`alyssa
she's leaving tmrw!
sighs. gonna miss yoo loads.
love ya girlie.
cya in the airport tmrw at 5.30am yarhh.
guess tt will be the last time until october.
sighs. miss ya. *muuaahhhs!!
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