i swear my mum's crazee.
yeah, she's definitely crazy.
dun wanna talk bout it.
all i can say is tt im also stressed up in this world.
also pissed wif some idiotic ppl.
my day sucked. as usual.
dunno when this catastrophe will end.
i hope it ends soon. real soon.
so that i wont have any more stupid thoughts
tt i will regret for the rest of my spirit life.
yeah. morning wake up.
felt like i was a spirit in the mortal world. reallie.
like a zombie tt has not enuff energy to kill someone.
den had the stupid pervertic mr yip's groupwork period.
yucks! i would rather do 10 chinese compos in exchange for his 3 periods.
he's so damn bloody long-winded lorr.
like some old granny wif arithiritis.
as if we dun understand english, must repeat so many times..
but luck tdae was presentation so not tt boring.
if not i would have just lie dead there for 3 whole damned periods.
but presentation was kinda boring my socks off too!
all the groups were so damn boring!
me & zak was like telling each other
how nice our brochure, poster & everything was.
damn haolian. but we were bored.
yeah, & as usual every GW lesson
i would fight, okok, i mean QUARREL wif tt xiling over
whether she can meet up to do the project.
& as usual she would say she cant.
like wtf.
i have had enuff already okay.
mr yip chasing me for the GW stuff.
it's not funny at all.
it's damn irritating. & pervertic.
yeah, & i finally broke down yest.
reallie couldnt stand it anymore.
cried. not my heart out YET.
yeah. guess many ppl saw as it was during recess.
but i didnt care.
i dun think anyone cared anyway.
so yeah. like wtf again. sighs.
reallie dun feel like blogging although i have loadsa stuff to tell.
ask me if yoo reallie wanna noe.
-lyssa
8:04 PM
wahha. i havent blogged for sooo long!
yeah, cos com was spoiled.
so many things happen in the last few days.
yeah, mostly sad as usual.
like wtf lor.
okay, sat's band was depressing.
reallie. so many ppl got scolding.
cos the bowen band instructers came.
yepp, BOWEN band.
they were like so damn bloody strict.
but, i mean. BOWEN band. how can dun be strict.
so yeah. they pressured the leaders.
yada yada.
den when we had our last full band..
the most wanna-make-me-cry thing happened.
REALLIE ALMOST CRIED.
yoo noe whyy?
cos when we were playing blue ridge saga,
it rained. reallie RAINED.
& mr jais once told us bout the story of blue ridge.
bout a man & woman getting married
den the man or woman died den..
yarh larh. loadsa sad stuff.
i reallie almost cried my heart out.
sighs. i thought bout all the sad stuff tt happened this year.
yeah, i think this year sucks!
reallie lorr. like this is the only year i face so many things.
& it's not even mid-year yet!
wtf. tdae was an okay dae.
it was okay cos of my zakiah crapping wif me.
if not my dae would totally SUCK.
yepp, thankies loaddies, w***B****.
hahah. i think only she noes larh.
haaahh. took prints wid indah & zak aft skool.
NICE. nth much to say.
bad mood again.
read zak's blog if yoo wanna noe.
BYE, EVIL MORTALS.
-lyssa
10:48 PM
kinda just came back frm bedok interchange.
went there to buy school shoes.
my old one looks like those yoo pick up
frm the rubbish dump or longkang.
haahhh. serious mann.
so went there to buy a new pair.
yeah, wif beloved KHEI !
yeah, probably will be the last time going out wif her le.
until nxt year maybe.
sadd larh. whyy must she go?
who will be the one tt will have
that high-pitched voice when excited?
the stupidd laughters when
vel does something?
or even the irritating d&t lessons
i had wif her?
arrggghhhh ! cakekarised!
whyyyyy??
hais. sadddd.
morning- during IR kiathua came to call
all the sec2 peer leaders.
den they just told us to bring our foto
also dunno for wadd lor.
yeah. den aft tt everybodee din
want to go back to the hall
so we all just slacked there.
damn bored lor.
i simply LOVE thursdaes!
yoo noe whyy?
cos first period is PE!!
hahh, yeah.
2A is so damned lucky to get mr roshkaider!
really. he's so fun.
had 2.4 again. not bad larhh.
at least i didnt fail. got 35th place.
sucks but at least neva fail.
passed by 2 minute mintes.
retarded. hahh.
den during recess, hsin rui brought her camera!
so she wanted to take pics
cos KHEI's last dae mahh.
so she told all of us not to change first.
apparently, she didnt tell KHEI, shahnaz & someone.
i forgot who.
yeah, so all of them went to change
while the rest of us waited like idiots in the canteen.
it was already so damn late somemore.
quickly took the pics once they came back.
hope they turn out nice cos i didnt bring my camera.
arrgghh. totally regret lor. dammit.
okay, so we started on SEXUAL REPRODUCTION for science.
hahhh. i think everybodee will score for this topic.
haahh. faiz & kamal especially.
hahhh. maybe even kevin.
haahh. first time everyone's so AWAKE during ms chia's lesson.
damn hell right i am. haahh.
reallie damn bloody awake. haaahh.
so as usual me & zak were fooling arnd during lesson.
she learnt the art of seducing ppl yest frm me.
yeah, so kewl ryte?
& the best part is since im her bestest friend
she didnt have to pay any fees!
haahh. i kui ben already larh, zakiah.
haahh. den she has been using my
feathery pom-pom pen to tickle ppl.
i think it's balding already larh!
stoppit man. & to spoil my WHOLE GOD-DAMNED MOOD
was xiling wif her freaking attitude.
damn farked up lor.
reallie felt like slapping her across the face to wake her up.
reallie lor.
but i thought about how i regretted
everytime i did something at the spur of the moment.
so i re-framed myself.
reallie RE-FRAMED.
neva look at her but i could feel her eyes looking at me.
fark larh! just fark off man! damn farking act lor.
cant stand ppl tt act. stuck-up only. farkers!!
hais. reallie spoiled my mood. dammit.
was having such a good dae somemore.
wadd the hell.
den to make matters worse, the YIP just had to detain us aft GW lesson.
damn hell farked up, i tell yoo.
cos 2A planned the party aft skool.
den i shouted & asked him
to let 2A ppl leave the class.
den at first he said no.
den all of us damned fark on our faces.
so in the end he allowed us.
FARK HIM. ohhh no no. YUCKKK!
i mean MR YIP SUCCKKS TO THE APPLE CORE!!
yuckie. hate him.
so aft tt me & khei went to bedok to buy my shoes.
heehee. yeah. tts my dae.
EYB WOLLEF SLATROM.
-lyssa x)
9:23 PM
okay, just came back frm the ONE-HOUR-28-SBS-BUS-RIDE !!
dammit, waste my bloody time only.
shud have taken train lor.
i was at tam-pines mall wif khei, velvelyn, yuehli,
hsin rui, melissa & vivian.
haahh, so many ppl man.
actually only me, khei, velvelyn & yuehli.
basically the 2a peeps larh,
cos we wanted to go out wif khei.
den saw hsin rui they all in the canteen
den found out tt they also gg tm !
so we went together lor..
haahh. great minds think alike !
so we all made our way down together.
had a hard time discussing where to eat.
some wanted beef noodles at the foodcourt,
some wanted pastamania
& some wanted ljs !!
haahh. so in the end khei & vel ate at ljs
while the rest of us ate at pastamania !
yummy ! but damn bloody expensive.
kaching! in a flash my money's gone. hais.
been spending alot man.
den aft eating we went to UMEYA to buy sweets !
i shared wif yuehli. but although we shared..
the sweets costed us $6.60 !!!
100 grams = $2.00.
wadd the hell.
we were like so shocked lor !
haahh. b4 tt we wanted somemore de,
lucky neva take more. haahh.
expensive stuff again. sian.
vel & khei were like fighting over
which sweet to take, so noisy.
the aunty like damn irritated wif us.
den aft tt was the usual when girls go out, PRINTS !
haahh. yeah, so difficult to squeeze everyone in.
but fun larh..
deco was damn ugly cos din have enuff time.
colour was dull.
but the most important thing was tt KHEI was in it.
memories. sighs. sadd to think of it..
but, yeah, shes leaving in like 2 weeks time.
dammit.
den was my one hour bus journey.
hated it.
but lucky have techno to listen to.
if not i die le!
-lyssa x))
6:32 PM
damn the stupid com.
i type so long den have error report !
wadd the phawk man.
dammit. so im here re-typing again.
okay, let me think.
ohhh. kinda just reached hme frm EASTPOINT !
haahh, the only reason i will ever go to
such a mall is cos of the chicken rice !
haahh, yeah, went there wif velvelyn & yuehli
for chicken rice.
had a very hard time trying to persuade them to go lor.
all cos of vel. hmprh.
say wanna treat yoo two still dun wanna go..
wadd the hell. haahh, but in the end they went larh.
bought bubble tea cos i was damn bloody thirsty.
treat yuehli only cos vel dun wan.
she like suddenly so paiseh lidat man.
weird. den we saw pei qi & another girl.
not sure wadds her name, but eunice friend larh.
yeah. & my stupid strwberry red tea
was like almost gone by the time we reached the foodcourt.
i was like, wadd the hell lor.
den while waiting for the ice to melt,
i was busy sucking the pearls,
damn difficult cos no more water le.
yepp, have to say it, im a sucker.
okay, lame. a laming disease is gg arnd man.
& i think kelvin-a passed it to me.
shitty. im becoming lamer by the seconds.
even mel said she become very lame this year.
haahh, yeah wadever, alyssa.
talking to myself, another lame quality product by me.
haahh, like advertisement lidat. haahh.
okay, den as usual the chicken rice uncle make fun of me.
everytime wan leh.
& its so not funny, yoo stupid unkee.
give yoo buisness still lidat..
wadd is this man.
wadd is the world becoming to.
haahh. yeah, wadeva.
den aft tt we went on THE SEARCH OF KHEI's PRESSIE !!
haahh, yeah. im so full of rubbish man.
wadd the hell.. haahh, we found it..
haahh. great acomplishment for the three of us..
haahhh. lame lame.
den we went to PET's SAFARI !!
i swear the doggie woggies are so bloody cute..
arghh ! i wanna get one man. shitty.
so damn bloody cute man..
hais, cant wait to grow up to get out of this misery.
den aft tt was the journey hme. by MRT.
hahah. like yoo even care ryte? dotttss. x))
-lyssa x)
5:15 PM
haah, im back man. so damn long neva blog le..
haah, okay. went for the ministry day tdae at CSC.
din get to see the sweeties. ohh man. haah.
aunty sylvia said she din noe tt the 'baby-sitters' were coming
tdae so she din bring them.
SADD !! miss them man.
hope band ends early on wednesdae
den hopefully can go for choir to see them !
haah, lame.
okay, thursdae had the 'secret' BBQ for KHEI !
but it was kinda like a 1B BBQ as well.
kill 2 birds with 1 stone !
haah. fun. kena hit in the same spot on my back
wif water bombs thrown by xiling & eunice.
damn bloody painful.
even said so may phawks lor.
can ask vel.
den i screamed at them. i felt sooo bad can..
hais. sometimes i just cant control myself at the spur of the moment.
wish i could.
so many bad things happened cos i couldnt.
well, anyway.. yeah, den aft tt i apologised to eunice.
den she was like nvm nvm.
but i still felt so bad..
den mel, delia, hsin rui & vivian had
a very screamy cockroach experience !
haahh. so damn funny.
they all siam frm the rocks
while screaming their heads off.
hahah. funny behaviour.
den i was like trying not to laugh. haah.
okay, fridae. MEL & HSIN RUI TON AT MY HSE !
haah, yeah. damn funny.
hsin rui came earlier, arnd 2.30 den slacked.
went to meet mel at arnd 6 plus.
went to SASA. wanted to buy nail polish
to paint our nails at my hse but we forgot !
haaahh. shopped arnd.
mel bought 2 pants !
very nice.. heehee.
one was a lime-green shorts & another was a 3/4 pants.
den we took prints !
our hair look reallie weird in the prints man.
haah. wasted, but other den tt it was quite nice.
den went back to my hse.
read mags den my mummie came hme, bad mood.
nagged at me. den we went to my room to slack.
haahh. took loadsa stupid pics mann.
will post it once i upload..
haah, damn funny.
we kept laughing, singing along wif the songs on the radio..
haah, so fun. like duh it was fun.
yeah, alyssa, wadeva. lame..
haah. im talking to myself.
okay, den we were hungry.
lazy to make bread to eat so we snacked !
on marsmallows !
like so late in the night arnd 2 plus.
den we ate my BIG BIG LOLLIE tt lukey gave me.
the one in the kungfu hustle.
haah, yeah, took more stupid pics.
den at arnd 4.30 we finally slept.
haah, i reallie slept like a piggie !
din even hear the 3-handphone-very-shrilled-alarms !!
haah, i guess both of them woke up den they laughed non-stop.
den i woke up upon hearing their laughter !
haah, weird ryte ??
cannot hear the shrill alarms den can hear them laughing..
haah. we woke up early cos me & hsin rui had band !
poor mel had to wake up early to go hme.
but at least she went hme wif us.
reallie damn tired lor..
den the band was practicing in the carpark !
damn bloody suay.
reach there den kena by mr jais.
we reached at like 9 lor.
was supposed to reach at 8.
haah. one hour late.
okay, im lazing to blog already..
GOOD NIGHT FELLOW MORTALS !
11:49 PM
so called just came back frm the x-country.
& also dinner wif vel, yuehli, rui, khei & indah at siglap centre's mac.
suprisingly, im not tired frm the x-country.
haah. well, i din reallie run aft all.
as usual fridaes are BORING.
so i always bring stuff to munch in class.
haah. i swear ms lian is so BLIND.
we can like literally eat in front of her
& she doesnt even seem to see anything.
haah. reallie fun.
ohyarh !
at siglap centre,
damn pissed.
this group of chai chee sec guys,
damn freaking kp.
keep staring at us as if we offend them lidat.
phawkers.
den sae we so childish..
wadd the hell lor.
damn phawking pissed can.
so pissed until miss my bus staring back.
dammit.
den had to wait so bloody long for the 155.
reallie damn pissed !
we also neva do anything wrong.
den they come in to mac act big shot only..
all damn fat. piggs !
i dun want my blog to be about him anymore.
i reallie wanna try to forget.
forget all the sad things tt happened.
but i will neva forget him.
i reallie regretted wadd i did.
hais. i dun think things would turn out tt way
if i just stopped for tt split second to think bout the consequences.
dammit. reallie regretted.
guess the sec1 camp kinda helped.
okay, so i will try not to blog bout
anything to do wif wadd happened.
-lyssa
9:03 PM
okay, so i kinda just came back frm the sec1 camp.
haha. i swear 1A is just so irritating, uncooperative & rebellious.
well, most of them are.
some seem quite quiet but they just arent !
hais, they just dun wanna listen to ghaffari, me & jean.
even wif the screaming & threatening & shouting.
but overall, the camp was fun.
well, fun wif the rest of the peer leaders & CCA leaders !
haha. i think the funnest was bendy & hui kiat.
haah. their gayish ways..
okay, shall blog bout the camp
so here goes ..
.// day 1
we took bloody long to reach the camp !
haha. cos it was a mondae &
also it was arnd the time where
most ppl went to work.
yepp, went we reached,
i realised tt it was just opposite the
PRIMARY 5 SEREMBUM CAMP !
i will always remember the fun i had there.
haha. okay, so mr roshkaider briefed the sec1s
overall, in the afternoon
it was SUPER boring !
yepp, cos everyone was kinda disorganised ?
yepp yepp.
the fun part came during the evening !
haah. in the afternoon when the sec1s had their activities,
most of the CCA leaders & NPCC members
taught us the campfire songs & prep.
haah, it was damn bloody fun.
den we had to teach the sec1s the songs &
they had to prepare a skit & class cheer.
& den came the bad part !
1A was sooo uncooperative !
i was like phawking pissed!
not only me,
ghaffari & jean also.
we had to like shout at them !
hais. it totally ruined the dae !
okay, den aft tt we had NIGHT WALK !
haha. it was like so thrilling can !
i totally enjoyed it !
jean was like grabbing my hand so tightly
i swear no blood could flow.
yeppyepp.
den aft tt had supper & baths !
haha. super nice lor. aft the whole dae !
haah. had a hard time trying to getting the sec1s to slp
even hui ting frm the other hut
had to come personally to scold them !
reallie hopeless.
slept for like a pathetic 2 hours ?!
haah. yepp, tts only dae 1.
.// dae 2
i swear the sec1s are stupid dumb-asses !
haha. reallie can laugh lor.
we had to wake up at like 6.
den so many woke up at like, wadd, 4 am ??!!
stupid i tell yoo.
haha. they woke up just to bathe !
and it's like so bloody cold.
i woke up late.
haha. at 6.30.
but made it in time.
atikah & jean went to brush up at 6.
and atikah saw a black shadow.
shall not comment on tt.
& it is particularly cold at hut 1 (my hut)
okay, the activities was like soooo packed can..
haha. had ultimate frisbee, rock climbing, campfire..
damn bloody tiring !
haah. campfire was fun.
den aft tt it was sleeptime !!
haha. had to shout but not so hiong.
haha. yepp they were better aft the scolding on mondae !
ohyarh !
me & jean saw ghost.
i saw an old man's face while bathing.
dammit lor.
bathing halfway den look up the ceiling saw the old man..
kaos. quickly bathe den run out.
jean's experience was not so scary but
she was more freaked den me.
haah. she saw a shadow in our hut.
arrgghh.
den she kept looking back
throughout the whole night.
lame lor !
.// DAE 3 - last dae.
breakfast was all about radin sleep-walking !
hahaha. dotts.
dun wanna make radin paiseh larh.
did the usual stuffs.
den in the bus ghaffari kept knocking his head on the pole !
hahah.
okay, dun wanna make ppl paiseh again.
all the peer/CCA leaders were damn tired !
went to collect hw den went hme wif rimiko.
-lyssa
8:22 PM
to think that i thought everything was gonna be alrite.
dammit. this feeling sucks.
this whole THING now.
it reallie sucks to the max.
maybe it all lies in me.
i dont noe.
maybe, just maybe.
im expecting too much.
i just wanna forget everything that i said.
i hope yoo will help me.
IM SO SORRIE.
please just dun let go.
im hopeless without yoo.
-lyssa
7:01 PM
okay, just got back frm skool.
had science pracTical aft skool.
heeheee. it was like so stupid lor.
haiyo. about the cork and water thing
den yoo had to find the density or something like tt.
haahh. i finished it in like 15 mins.
including the time i had to queue to weigh the cork.
haahh. okay, yeah yeah.
tdae ms chia din come AGAIN.
hais. so we couldnt get back our science papers.
hope she comes back tmrw !
if not no chance for xiling to go out le !
hais. her mum's like so crazy.
first her mum said of course yoo can go out to xiling
& now she's like NO ! yoo cannot go out.
MENTALPROBLEM.
hais. den havent buy zakiah's pressie yet.
haiyo. den now dun even noe if vel they all still gg out not.
hais. it's so boring.
okay, i gtg change for church now.
gg for some retreat at CSC.
hmm. long time no go there le.
mish loadsa ppl.
hope can see caitlyn & joshua & SARAH !!
my dear dear. heehee. wonder if she still remember me..
-lyssa x)
5:34 PM
okay, so feburary has passed & march has come.
quite fast eh ? haahh. yepp.
budden good oso, cos CT is over !
yepp. at last have some freedom man.
haahh. okay, shall start.
but i wont blog bout wad happened aft skool yarh ?
hmmm. well, got back english results !
YAY ! damn satisfied. i got the highest can ??
haahh. okay, yeah, wadeva. heehee. i got 36/40.
well, actually, not really that high lor.
hmmm. but overall okay larh.
compre only 1 question wrong.
dammit. it was lyke so close & yet so far frm the correct answer can.
hais. hahh. but im satisfied larh.
okay, eh, wad else. erm.
history got 11/15. not bad.
zakiah got fukll marks can.
hais. wth. but nvm. satisfied.
but im so gonna fail chinese.
-lyssa
7:22 PM
