i reallie wanna SCREAM .
it hurts so so much.
it really hurts.
i dunno.
maybe yoo just dun care.
i dunno if all this is worth it.
a yoo even worth the hurt im feeling ?
yoo dun even noe how much yoo're hurting me.
if yoo're reading this,
i'll tell yoo.
IT HURTS ALOT .
it pains me to see yoo hurt.
but does it pain yoo to see me hurt ??
i dun think so,
if it does,
i dun think yoo'll treat me tis way.
yoo reallie make me wanna curse myself.
make me wanna vandalise myself.
im so sorrie if i break my promise.
but i cant handle the hurtyoo cause me to feel.
i reallie cant.
-lyssa *i.have.no.feelings.now*
11:10 PM