wahaha. finally feel lyke blogging. haah. havent been blogging fer dunno how many years liao. haah. coz im was sick of blogging ! not coz yoo noe my blog ! yepps. understand ?? haah. anywae ... we are finally 2gether. *winks* haah. yepps. finally became a human. haah. lame lame lame. well. 2dae was a gd ger. haah. aft skool go library to do geog hw kay... haah. never done hw in library b4. no no. actually i never visit the darn library. haah. lame again. wadever... haah. erm. den deceided to go my 'beloved' 2A to see the 'pwetty' classroom. haah. yepps. den i finally got a chance to paint a planet ! YAY ! haah. yepps. i painted the reddish-yellowish-purplish SATURN !! haah. yepps. ms ng said it was pwetty. haah. she suddenly became nicer aft i cut my hair coz she din have to nag me bout my frindge le... haah. im sick of her darn voice anywae. haah. den todae had stewpid geog lessons !!!! argh ! so bored can. haah. den zakiah & me did something reallie naughty ! we *ahem* our darlings !! haah. 8) so sian mah. stewpid ms lian voice so soft could hardly hear her lor. den she using the microphone thingy somemore leh. haah. i wonder how she'll live without it. haah. *evil grins* haah. did i say tt i went fer band prac yet ?? haah. anywae.. yepps. i went fer band 'reluctunly'. haah. coz i was painting halfwae lor. haah. god my cheese fries are soggy. haah. teached the sec1s in flute section. haah. so fun. although im not a senior yet, i still get to teach. haah. man. stewpid maple story still downloading aft dunno how many years still 3%. haah. where was i ?? ewrm. ohya. aft teaching the juniors den have drills ! i suddenly mood swing den scold si hui sia. shitty lor. i feel so bad man. coz as her jie i shouldn't do tt. argh. nei jiu. SORRY SI HUI !! actually have the filming fer the SYF den it started drizzling so we 'couldn't' march. haah. so it's postponed AGAIN to nxt wed. haah. i tink tis is the longest post ever man. haah. ohya. haah. saw kiang tuck AKA hongkee ! haah. he so tall man. cant stand it. haah. went to a playground aft band wid AMELIA my senior. haah. how childish ryte. haah. but so funni lor kept laughing & laughing. haah. she mad one lar. anyhow beat ppl when she laugh. haah. den go singapore post to buy dinner. haah. eating now. BANDITTO WID CHEESE FRIES & LEMONADE ! Yummy ! haah.
-lyssa 8)
8:32 PM
too happy to blog anything now ! haah.
juz wanna sae
i'll mish yoo alwaes...
no matter wad happens ...
sky drop down or wadever ..
i'll love yoo too . 8)
-lyssa 8)
8:46 PM
argh. *missing yoo* argh. haah. sho happi. over the moon into the clouds le. haah. erm. was crazee on sms yeat. haah. dun ask me why though. haah. ppl sae i drunk somemore. must have been reallie siao. sorri ! haah. reallie very happi. argh. cant stand myself. todae very cliche leh. yest just talk bout something den the amswer appeared to me thru a vandalism on one of the BDS canteen tables. how weird can it get ? haah. yueh li sae yes . ppl sae no. so confused. but dun reallie care. haah. coz as i said im over the moon and into the clouds. haah. reallie reallie happi !! argh. haah. stomach have problem de. sometymes damn bloody hugry den sometymes dun feel lyke eating at all. haah. weird ryte ?? yepp. den sometymes worse. damn hungry but no appetite den when buy food le den cant eat. have to throw den waste food lor. so rather not eat ryte ? yepp. haah. still havent bougth my bloody bag man. shitty. argh. havent buy pressie fer ppl oso. den lyke have NO MONEY ! so sad. havent log-in fer dunno how many daes. argh. nid to chat wid korkor leh ! dammit. arrrrggghhh ! shitty. ohyah. addicted to techno suddenly. haah. very nice lor. esp. miracle. 8)
-lyssa * happi ! * 8)
9:25 PM
shall blog again since im bored. haah. simple life has ended. haah. now have a movee. dunno wd oso lar. haah. still msging *ahem*. haah. i love these few daes of my life. things are so positive. argh. cant stand myself man. shall talk bout fridae during band. GAMES DAE !! ( pssttt. CO jealous not ? to all juniors. promised tt band is more fun le ) wahaha. we played the tangling hand thing, captain's ball & wacko ! argh. sooo fun. although i din participate in all the games... haah. aft band wantd to go eat wid kelvin they all de but den ka cheong wanna talk to them den very late le so i called nessa den go pp meet her & the others lor. haah. so long sentence. we slacked till bout 8 plus. bored but they keep joking so damn fun laughing. haah. laughter ish the best medicine HOR ? haah. den some ppl very petty. abit oso angry de lor. aiyo. haah. laugh lyke siao down there. glenn was the one who made all of us laugh lor. haah. den go hme le. *ahem* msg meee. haah.
-lyssa 8) * happy lil' fart 8)
10:56 PM
have been gg to pp aft skool. haah. go there slack oni lor. haah. but fun lar. haah. dunno why tis few daes no appetite but damn hungry. den once buy food den dun feel like eating le. waste a lot of food can. oh man. haah. have been smsing benedict lyke siao. haah. tadae msg frm i & him wakey till now can. haah. but fun lar. so nvm. haah. im lame. im bored too. damn phawing booooorrreeeddd. haah. bored bored bored. argh. messenger still cant use. shitty lor. dammit lar. suddenly have problem de. very shity leh. dunno how many daes havent log-in le. haah. happy happy dim sum steaming in a pot. once yoo put one in your mouth it'll make yoo feel on top. lalala. tts how bored i am. haah haah. simple life starting le. at last some thing to do . YAY ! bye !!
-lyssa *bored* 8)
10:00 PM
dunno why but feel so relieved todae. haah. seem to be getting positive signs. haah. oh man. still cant log in to stewpid messenger. ARGH !! driving me nuts can. haah. went fer band prac todae. so sad lor. none of the juniors i pulled into band was in flute section. haah. it saddens me. haah. aft band went to eat wid kelvin & jun rong. haah. stress man. eat wid them. haah. my fries got 'BURNT'. all coz of kelvin's bright idea. hmmmppphhh. din get to eat my fries. okay.. i ate lyke i tink 5 pieces. den aft tt my fries became chopped wood on my mayo + garlic chilli sauce (they sae it's a bonfire) how lame. haah. kena suan by both of them lyke siao. haah. became a xiao long bao liaox. haah. stewpid jun rong. haah. ms ng may hong is lyke forever scolding me nowadays. haah. so funnie. 2A is sooo boring. even change of periods they dun walk arnd the class. so irritating man. coz too quiet le. compared to 2004 1B. haah. last tyme got ppl catch 'charlotte' untill speaker broken. now leh. so sian. ppl dun even talk during lessons man. ARGH !! haah. can sleep during history (chelvam), chinese (poh) & geog (maureen liau) lessons man. coz the teachers' voice is lyke monotone den very boring. haah. sian man. stewpid messenger. stewpid firewall thingy. ARGH !! i havent chat fer lyke (erm) 5 days ? yeah. it's tt long to meee. dammit. i need messenger. ARGHHHH !!
-lyssa 8)
10:00 PM
omg. have yoo ever have tis happening to yoo ? lyke when yoo're a failure in love & suddenly everyone's talking bout their bf/gf on the radio, dedicating love songs tt juz wanna make yoo burst into tears & sob till yoo drop dead ? well. i have/had. it is a terrible irritating freaking feeling ! oh man. it's irritating the hell outta me. shity. dun wanna tok bout my dae. juz have to sae ...
YAY ! tmrw sec1ners coming fer band prac ! YIPEE ! so exciting. haah.
-lyssa =S (confused. very confused.)
10:21 PM
had a sucky day todae. din go buy bag. argh. yearning for a bag ( and yoo too *wink* ) haah. changed places in class. argh. not sitting wid xiling they all le. so sad. ppl are drifting apart. i dunno wad to do. haix. wasted tyme gg fer han long's partee. haah. shouldn't have went can. so sian. haah. msn messenger have problems again. cant log in for the whole dae. haah. sian. keep thinking bout yoo. so confused. only god noes. 8( i dunno if i shud feel thankful or feel fooled. i reallie dont. help me understand.
-lyssa
9:12 PM
*phew* damn tired can. but a fun dae too. haah. aft skool went singapore conference hall to rehearse fer SYF in april. haah. fun man. but scary lor. haah. so cold man. haah. hands were lyke freezing. haah. cant reallie play properly lor. haah. im sooo not gonna care anymore. i promised myself. ryte alyssa ? haah. must be a happi person. live life to the fullest. haah. i sound as if im gonna die tmrw or something. haah. but yoo might not noe lor. i may just drop dead suddenly and die. haah. kay enuff crapping. haah. YAY ! cant wait fer fridae coz have sec1 CCA fair. must wei band qiang ren ! haah. wadever. *dots* anywae. must recruit more members fer band. haah. its gonna be fun fun fun. haah. i can just feel it. haah. hope tmrw can go eunice hse in tyme aft the drill. haah. ohyah. tmrw have to practice drill fer march-in on fridae. haah. supposed to go eunice hse de leh. damn pissed can. *live life to the fullest alyssa...* haah. someone's talking to meee. haah. kay not pissed not pissed. haah. cant wait fer fridae !! haah. man. im nonsense. crap. rubbish. haah. *arbish* stop it alyssa. haah. ppl reading my blog. now yoo finally noe how lame i can be. haah. or perhaps how lame i am. haah. love happy tree friends man. but im bored wid my blog skin ! haah. but lazy to change lehx. ooppsss. an x. shitty.
-lyssa 8)
10:53 PM
haix. omg. 2dae saw him at the bus-stop. but was when i walked to mrt liao den see so not very qing chu. so sad ryte. im a loser man. i simply hate myself for being tis way. why ? why ? why ? somethings wrong wif me. nobodee noes anything except sayhai ( he oni noe a bit but as yoo all noe he's stupid boy so... erm. no nid to sae hor. haah. ) not even hsin rui. sorri to hsin rui. im reallie sorri for treating yoo ( not him ) tis wae. im reallie SORRY. frm the bottom of my heart. i reallie dunno. why ? maybe coz im juz a stewpid selfish brat. maybe. oh maybe. dun wanna talk bout tis anymore it juz makes me cry in my heart softly & painfully slowly but surely. 8( dun wanna write bout my dae. coz it simply sucks.
-lyssa 8(
6:02 PM
5:17 PM
Yippeee. back to skwel again. feel lyke i got back my missing hse. haha. continued frm yest. come to think bout it. i twink that it shouln't be CHILDREN'S RIGHTS. it shud beeeeee. STUDENT'S RIGHTS! wahhahaha. kay. wadever. *eyes rolling until can oni see whites* kay. serious aly serious. todae. hmm. FUN DAE !! haha. (ppl sae i shudn't put x & z in my words so i shall cut dem out) *out yoo go x & z !!! shoo! nv cme back!* 2dae met many new ppl. mostly frm 1d. DUH ?! wad am i talking bout. of course 1d lar. i in charge mah. *dots* 4 girls frm tao nan very talkitive. haha. keep laughing lor. dunno why oso. haha. damn quite lor. din attend 2a lesson. had to 'look after' sec 1d. har. so sad. dunno if have homework not. xi ling sae have. speaking of which i have no tyme le. if have homework den nid to call xi ling. oh man. dammit. can't blog le. wanna tell yoo all wad happen todae lor. it was sooo exciting. FUN DAE !
-lyssa 8)
11:43 AM
it's a whole new year again ! YAY ! chinese new year's coming... hahax. gonna go out soon. yepp. yest. went fer 6pm mass at olps. aft that went fer vigil at CSC. hahax. at 3 plus couln't stand it anymore so went to daddie's car to take a nap. haahx. im hopeless. i noe it. 8) school's starting tmrw. yikes! okay actually lookin forward to it ( other than the fact that i have to wake up early ) coz school's fun. why can't the tewpid moe let us ( the poor having-to-wake-up-early children of singapore ) go to school at lyke maybe 9 or even 8 am. so much for a dumb government. i tink if they let us go at that tyme many of our parents would be able to send us to school. ryte ? who's interested to have a community of CHILDREN'S RIGHTS ? den we can sue the government ryte ?
-lyssa 8)
8:00 AM
